`take my HAND* NEVER let go-

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Monday, August 30, 2010

Start of a New Chapter

Sot ended. There is so much to say and I don’t know where to start. But one thing I know – I miss Sot. I misss every single moment.. from my morning marathon to the train ride. To be happy or sad? Though I’m glad I AM in sot but it’s also a very very heartbreaking period of time for me. Like what they say it is not the end but the beginning. It is the start of a renewed life, the birth of a dream, a fresh new start!

God, I want to thank you for these past six months. I still remember on my very first day I attended Bs, and now people life transform. I couldn’t get use and kept falling sick. And the wilderness experience. Each time the trials get more and more challenging till I seriously don’t know what else I can do and if there is still life ahead. There are times when I have nothing more…nothing else and I wonder if I should quit. I had no money to eat and travel. Once sis blessed me with a bread for dinner. And topped up a $20 to my travelling card. If not I could not go home. At that time, I truly experienced what is love and thankfulness. I was on the bus holding the small bread tightly and weeping. It’s just a small bun. But this bread (cost less than $2?) – one filled with love, kindness and goodness was priceless to me.

After a period of time, as condition gets worse, I eat lesser but I thank God that I did not get ill. In fact I’m surprise with the strength I received and that what keeps me alive is really by the power of the Spirit. I wish I can remember every single detail. So that I can exclaim how miraculously He brings me through. Many first times too! I'm sure more to come.

To quit halfway or not? Much disappointment, rejection… but when I am weak, I am strong. To add on betrayal, separation, a hell of nonsense… who cares? Fighting battles alone is really…WOW. A quitter never wins. A winner never quits. I want to breakthrough. I want to win through my struggles. Hence what came next really was like WOWwww. “Hell” “Valley of the Shadow of Death” ,you name it. Well I may not understand, but I trust that God has a purpose for me. Yes it is painful. But our God is our healer.

No matter what God is still faithful and He LOVES me. He knows all things and is powerful and He will always be with me. There are so many things to share! Before I close this chapter, let me go through everything once again – from standing on stage to receive the ‘gift’ from Pastor Kong, being an Sot graduate, empowered, equipped, responsibilities, salt & light…

Oh not forgetting my assignments and quite happy with my grades (surprised with my preaching score! Heeeee), ministry, overall everything is GOOD!!! Because God is Good. I may lose many things but I trust that He will give me even better things. What else? Oh there is so much to share I wish I can share them to bless others!

Am I transformed?
How have I changed?
Hmm…from the first day to the last day…

Greater things have yet to come. What is ahead is surely better than before and now. Yes I can still hope. Thank You God….. I love you too :)

Labels: Books, Current Affair, Event

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Monday, July 12, 2010

P.E.A.C.E

Just thought of dropping by for a visit. So much has happened and I know God has planned it this way for me. From the first day till now, I have so much to express what I’ve been through. But I wish it would never end. I enjoy my mornings with Him, though how tired it is…how I learn obedience through suffering…the times when I went through hell, how I walk through the valley of the shadow of death…oh gosh I don’t want to think about it now…

But I’m so excited to share! I hope I can remember it forever…once in a lifetime. I love the Holy Spirit. I love my Angel. Today, I like the Peace. It has helped me to cool down and I feel happier. I also want to thank God for healing my painful heart. :)

Peace I leave with you, My peace I give to you; not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your heart be troubled, neither let it be afraid. – John 14:27

Everything is still messy, but I really don’t want to think about it now. I just want to enjoy this Peace. Peace, please stay and be with me! Whatever that happens, surely I will pull through. Maybe I never know, maybe one day I’ll ask Him…I just don’t understand. Well perhaps time will tell.

I don’t want the burden and fear. Maybe I shouldn’t care anymore… Can’t love be happier? ~

Today I’m inspired by the 4 speakers. I will..
Dare to Dream
Have the Courage to Believe
A Heart to make it Happen!

(The above are not the points of his message, but my random words)
I will help others with their dream and make it come true!
And he mentioned they started with 5 members. All it takes is LOVE. Love is really the foundation of all things. A Great Leader =)
Reminded of what Pastor Kong said during AC…I will be super duper touched…he gives us the freedom to do what we want, make choices...despite knowing we may fail, make mistake along the way, whatever happens, even when we fall/fail know that he will be there to support us, be there for us, and pick us up again. WOW!!! Though he doesn’t know me personally, but this assurance just warms my heart.

Action!

Labels: Books, Current Affair

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Sunday, June 6, 2010

I know you.

“…and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out…and the sheep follow him, for they know his voice…”

“I am the good shepherd; and I know My sheep, and am known by My own…My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow me…”

I have a home :)

'..My strength is made perfect in weakness.'

Labels: Books

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Friday, March 26, 2010

Got to Find a Way Out

I don’t know why I’m feeling this way…but I got so much to say…
Feeling so tired and my throat hurts. Initially it hurts till I can’t even utter any sound. Just swallowing alone can kills! Even now it still hurts, and **cough cough..
With the almost fainting experience with the whole body aches and felt weird. The past two weeks been seeking medicine and praying for healing.
Maybe I’m just tired and needs to sleep. The spirit is willing, but the body is weak.
And maybe I’m a little sad and disappointed. Everyone is so busy and the love grows cold. I feel so cold and dry…

And recently things came crashing over…have thou forsaken me? Had a great fun with the cg game, but later I was reminded of the super burden I’ve got to face coming days…Did a six hour lesson back to back which I felt so XXXXXX after. I hate to squeeze so many lessons together (especially not when I’m super exhausted after one whole week of ‘torture’, I want to enjoy and not hate it).

And I’m a bit frustrated by his change of attitude. Give me a break! Bleah~
Felt super sick at the Leaders’ Meeting and there’s also OPM!
Tuition is closed, which means……….
Yes I am worried, fearful, scared, depressed.. I don’t know how to pay for the next school fees due in less than two weeks time! And many more sacrifices… And the so many expenses coming along… And I’m still in debt!!!

Felt her unfriendly and unkind tone. Like it’s crazy to go Bible School, not understanding that my Saturday is fully packed and insisting certain things. Trying to squeeze me out with your mockery words. What’s wrong with commitments? I’m really torn between the limitations… To serve or to survive? Why must it be overlapping and in the end I got to make a choice? And ‘A’ choice.
Which means now I’m totally loss of what I should do. I can only pray and hope for a miracle. BUT I still don’t know why I’m feeling the way I am now. I find it hard to smile or laugh…but so easy to cry. .

Saw this really sweet nice Bible at Precious Moments and I want it so much!!! It’s NKJV too and the words are really beautiful, easy to study! There’s also cute pictures and quotes and it’s light too! My initial response was that if I have it, I would be super motivated to read and finish it! They are really catchy and I could imagine myself bringing it to school and holding it everywhere I go!!! The sales assistant kept staring at me and was already on 'stand by' mode.. Unfortunately I did NOT get it though it’s already discounted.. =((

And why do bad things happen together? I lost my phone pouch suddenly. And it’s really suddenly because it really just disappeared while I was on the bus. And my bag broke! And my ear piece spoilt! And I got no more radio (sis took it away)…that means I got to ‘fast’ from praise and worship!!! And no music kills the spirit. Which I absolutely hate it! Why do I lose so many things this year? And it’s only beginning of the year!!!

Yeah… HELP! **cough cough..

Labels: Books, Current Affair, Health

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Sunday, September 13, 2009

Because of You

Because of You, I have Hope.

For the vision is yet for an appointed time;
But at the end it will speak, and it will not lie.
Though it tarries, wait for it;
Because it will surely come,
It will not tarry. Habakkuk 2:3

It is finally here, now is the time.

And if one member suffers, all the members suffer with it; or if one member is honored,
all the members rejoice with it. 1 Corinthians 12:26

Brothers and sisters will betray each other and have each other put to death. Parents will betray their own children, and children will turn against their parents and have them killed. Mark 13:12

When all of this starts happening, stand up straight and be brave. You will soon be set free.
Luke 21:28

It's only through such testing that you know who are the faithful and loyal ones. The truth will come to light one day. Are you able to withstand the test?

For there is nothing hidden which will not be revealed, nor has anything been kept secret but that it should come to light. Mark 4:22

My friends, we ask you to be thoughtful of your leaders who work hard and tell you how to live for the LORD. Show them great respect and love because of their work. Try to get along with each other. 1 Thessalonians 5:24

The one who chose you can be trusted, and he will do this. 1 Thessalonians 5:24

But many who are now first will be last, and many who are last will be first.
Matthew 19:30

Laugh all you want, let's see who shall have the last laugh!!! Up! Up! Up!

Every child of God can defeat the world, and our faith is what gives us this victory. 1 John 5:4

For I know the thoughts I think toward you, says the LORD, thoughts of peace and not of evil, to give you a future and a hope. Jeremiah 29:11

Because I Love You.

Labels: Books

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Monday, June 15, 2009

Vision

A week of PM. Every single day was a different experience. He just have a way to deal with us and at the crucial moment you’ll find Him so so real.. When you find yourself at a dead end, desperate, confuse, and you can only WAIT…when an Answer is at your heart’s desire, you’ll have to trust that He has his reason.

God brings us to a place where we would stop putting our confidence in ourselves. Where we have reached the absolute limit of our own knowledge, experience, strength and ability. Our dreams, goals, desires, aspirations and visions all seem to have died. But out of that death, God supernaturally brings us into a resurrection. And God takes us into the next level-onward and upward-into a far higher level of living than ever before. Not only will you live on a higher plane, you will be a blessing to the world.

I hope to know, I really want to know…I still don’t know the outcome. Many voices, many opinions but there’s only one God. And I’ll just have to focus on Your voice.

While we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal. - 2 Corinthians 4:18

Sacrifices? No..He only wants us to Obey Him. Man looks at the outward appearance, but He looks at the heart. It doesn’t matter…as long as He’s in your heart.
What do you see your “Goliath” as? To David, it is just the lion or bear he can kill easily to protect his sheep. Why can’t you just be brave and trust God to keep you safe?
You don’t even need a sword or exhaustive strategy, just A stone. This is our God!!!

And I’m not going to think anymore!!! Stop! Stop! Stop! --- Arhg

Labels: Books, Current Affair

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Monday, March 23, 2009

I want to go Home!

Perhaps it’s due to last night or the last few days, I’m feeling worn-out and sad. So many things waiting to be done, yet I seem to be distracted and lost…particularly by that.

Things can go and change in such a big curve over a few days. I enjoyed these special 3 days with thanksgiving. I survived. It’s over…but no time to break! Hope it’s not too late…
If only I can be stronger…faster…clearer…

Thought was late and kept walking but they were only eating…later walked again to BK and got a quick bite. It was totally different now. Where is that girl whom I know?? Walked around, around and around. Walked everywhere…that must be the easiest way to be recognized! Nonetheless tried my best but was not satisfied. Whatever happens, He’s sure in control! Though it’s a loss, but glad to choose this…

I love that song. It’s only when it takes on a different experience and pain will you appreciate that moment. Too many times we take it for granted. Such joy that you never want to leave again. The ride home was sweet *smiles

Guess I’m really tired…it feels kinda weird to be back again. The familiar people, places, journey…but the person is not the same anymore! It was a breeze (thank God =P).
That really gives a different perception. It’s so sad…it’s real…That part really made me burst out in tears! I’m so so sad. Friends we got to keep working! Fight a good fight!

Ahh..what am I talking about? Can you feel it? Do you understand? Can you see it?

I am listening…
Waiting…
Awaiting…
Preparing…

Take me Home!!

Labels: Books, Current Affair

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Thursday, October 16, 2008

The 'End'

The last two episodes are really unexpected. Such a twist in the plot towards the end. From laughter in the beginning till tears in the end. So far this story is the best that captures my attention!
Ancient wisdom that applies to modern day. This man seems able to know the future and always appear in the nick of time to save the day. (Haha thanks to the author!) There’s humour in his wits. His ‘man’ character (loyalty to brothers & faithful to his women). The many lovely babes who become his darling wives. Beginning to appreciate ‘ancient’ drama. Besides the commendable characters the plot makes it even exciting as it shows their vision towards a common goal – to overthrow the Emperor and restore their people.

1) Vision is the start of all beings
2) A role model to follow and respect and courtesy all essential to achieve big dreams (people either push or pull you)
3) Love and Peace the motivating factor
4) Not forgetting wisdom, intelligence…even though you are illiterate
5) Courageous and believe in self to get what you want though people advise you to quit…
6) Sincerity melts all heart
7) Man can’t resist pretty ladies (gentle, kind, sweet, understanding, adorable etc)
8) Ancient tactics for modern politics
9) A right and good heart bears good fruits
10) Be humble

It’s all about relationship. Friendship, kinship, love that matters.

Labels: Books, Drama, Television

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Monday, June 16, 2008

The Sunny June

The Sunny June

I have finally thought through things. I pray that I will remain faithful in all things and believe in the days to come! It takes so much of time to be emotionally weak…
I have to stop wasting time and recharged again. To be positively charged.

Yesterday did not know why felt so teary and weak. Tears just washed my face in the early morning. Later I bought the books. Finally! I’ve never spent so much on this…once again it gave me the idea for the book area…Random thought of if one could finish reading the entire shop, one would definitely be wise and alive! But how much can we do in our whole life? At night we went to that seafood again. Saw this cute dog that makes mw so happy and secretly snap a picture (too bad got caught heh heh)
We went bowling after that. Glad my score improved…was dead beat to do anything after that. Can’t believe how much I’ve stretched!
Still waiting for the Ktv session.
Class was fun again. We did (or I) something new and I was inspired about music again.

Now that I look back, I feel that God has been leading me all this while, keeping me safe and warm. Even though I felt lonely but I had time with my family, friend, being so in love with singing…
I can definitely do so much more! I need to regain my focus…
This is a special month. Remind me of someone special too. And it is also the month of reaching that stage…Also a busy and tired month. Also my anniversary of a special moment…the beginning of love etc. A powerful yet weak month. The eve of next special month. :p

Hope that I can learn to enjoy the other half of this month, have great fun everyday and being in love, again!
June, wait for me ~

Labels: Books, Current Affair, Music

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Sunday, May 4, 2008

Beyond Stars

In the beginning, there are 3 friends. Three of us being of different background, age and role in society. Though we each are doing different things in our own life we all share the same dream. Our friendships are linked though this one place where we often meet. Along the way we share many beautiful memories and laughter. Due to gender difference, I was closer with one friend than the other. The other is on his way to his dreams.

I thought I will be part of his dream. I thought we would be together to magnify this dream and to work together for the common good. Just when everything seems to be going smoothly and peacefully, changes occur along the way. Events, circumstances and three of us change too while fighting for our daily survival. I always thought dreams are the happiest with the people you love. But people may fail us.

This dear friend has left to focus on her priorities of her life. I was left with this friend who is the dearest to me since the beginning. He taught me many things. He changed my life. I have many wonderful dreams with him. With him, I feel a ray of hope. I remain strong to every obstacle along the rocky way. I thought he share the same feelings as me. Life is magnificent with the love of your life fighting for the same dream together.

However I soon realize what I want doesn’t match what I’ve dreamed it would be. There is still a difference in each of our dreams. When I experience we cannot be together fulfilling this magic dream of mine, my world almost crush. Should I give up? Doubts fill my mind. I was left alone. My now seem impossible dreams with no help and encouragement from my dearest friends stand far away from me.

Suddenly the lamp glows dimmer with the tears adding to the darkness. Just then I look up and saw the million of stars above me. They ever shine so brightly lighting up my surroundings. I do not know if we all still share the same dreams. Maybe one day, we will all be together again. Each star represents one of my dreams. Reach out for them is impossible but I know they will always be with me no matter where I go.

All I need is to follow them patiently, believing in their ever beauty and one day they will lead me to where they want me to be. Thank you friends, thanks for giving me dreams. Thank you for all the love and happiness I once had. You are part of my dreams. I hope I can be yours too!

Labels: Books, Drama

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Monday, April 7, 2008

'The Secret' (inspiration from the Secret book) ;p

So much has happen in just about one week. Although it’s about the same but I guess the upheaval weakens parts of me. Guess the most affected is the emotional state…
As I was flipping through the book just now (gosh I even forgot which book! Mentally pain as well haha), these words caught my attention and inspired me to blog them.
Goes something like, “…an adult means you have to do what you need/have to do even though you DON”T FEEL LIKE DOING it…” I really can’t remember the exact words but the meaning I get from it is that to see if you have mature as an adult or to be a so call adult means taking up responsibilities even if you really don’t want to at times. That means even if you hate it, you have no choice…
Do you feel the struggle inside you? You wish you were a child but you need to “think” like an adult.

Miss on stage.
Miss the people around me.
Miss the before, during and after.

That ‘thing’ which appeared like a vibration initially went in to the brain, into the mind, into the blood, and pierced right into the heart. The heart released it in the form of tears and crack. Next the body stood motionless, every part weakens.

Sad.
Hurt.
And more miserable.

The drama that I’ve watched is not even the dramatic as this drama.
Yes, thanks to Cia I’ve got many laughs. This couple always bicker and strange is the bickering only get them closer together. Is really a typical “drama” where everything is just so coincidence. Haha can’t help laughing again. Aiya this handsome guy likes this princess gal and then…hmm I can’t go further as I’ve not finish..
Till then, Ciao :p ~

Labels: Books, Current Affair, Drama

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Tuesday, December 4, 2007

A New World

The walk to that dreadful place has never been pleasant. Each time I go, the greater the pain, the torture I've to face. Finally it is confirmed. I hate them. Their job is to save lives but yet they always give the most shocking news to the hopeful people…

So it has been getting serious. So not much time left…maybe I should leave…
No, it is not death that is fearful, it is what you have not done and the pain of losing…
But there's always experience and memories to take away...Even if you did not 'receive' the things that you want but you've 'given' your heart and soul to them.
No, I did not and won't regret.
Dreams not yet (and can’t) accomplished, people you truly love (and can’t), things yet to discover…

It’ll be so much fun, if only…
Now I’ve to face this battle all alone, * sick of finding a good word to describe the deep hurt. Sadly, it’s not within our control…all I could do is to keep praying. Simply wishing…believing what I cannot see with my eyes and hear with my ears.

I know it’ll be terrible but I’ll endure it…to the very end..

Labels: Books, Current Affair, Film

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Wednesday, November 28, 2007

Expression, Actions, Words

Hmm..WoW November is ending which means 2007 is gonna end soon, a brand New Year awaits for all of us! I can already see the beauty and sweet surprises this new year will bring…hence no matter what I’m going to make this December a fun and enjoyable one that puts a wonderful full stop to 2007!

Actually I still don’t have the Christmas or holiday mood yet.. It is raining cats and dogs now. What a rainy November (I specially play “Shi Yi Yue” while typing this)! While brainstorming for the activities,
Shall start with a song first, to overcome the rainy mood and get the ‘soothing’ atmosphere:

Two very different people,
too scared to get along,
Till two hearts beat together,
underneath one sun,

One very special moment,
can turn a destiny,
And what some would say,
could never change,
has changed for you and me,

Cause it's all,
It's all in the way,
you look through your eyes,
and when all is said and done,
All of the fear and all of the lies are,
not hard to overcome,
It's all in the way you look at it,
that makes you strong,
We were two, (we were two)
now we are one,

We are two very different people,
so much to overcome,
So why care for one another,
when there's so much to be done,

Cause sometimes it's necessary,
just look how far we've come,
You could say my friend that,
it's the end,
or a new tale has begun,

Cause it's all,
It's all in the way,
you look through your eyes,
and when all is said and done,
All of the fear
and all of the lies are, (the lies)
not hard to overcome, (no no)
It's all in the way you look at it,
that makes you strong,
We were two, (we were two)
now we are one,
One moment in time,
is all the time we need,
Just to make a difference,
to make it better for you and for me,
If you just believe,

oh yeah..........
Just open your eyes,

Cause it's all in the way you,
look through your eyes, (your eyes)
and when all is said and done (oh yeah)
All of the fear and all of the lies are,
not hard to overcome,
It's all in the way you look at it,
that makes you strong,
We were two, (we were two)
now we are one,

oh yeah, oh yeah,
We were two,
now we are one......

Great! The recent happenings and dramas just inspired me to write something. A story? Perhaps some Romance in the Winter?? What you think? Haha hope it doesn’t sound too ‘Korean’…Well that has always been my forte, isn’t it? (*heh heh those who know me since ancient time you know what I’m talking about ^^)

A new discovery – Lip-smacking Breakfast
It is tasty. By just adding some new ingredients can make simple bread like pizza! Anyone wants to try? All good things ought to be shared. It's free hahaha...

Met a friend and got Inspired to fight hard for our future. Though we all have different motivation but the attitude is the same. Face the music! Never give up!

Now here’s something to light up your day ~ (hope the dad won’t mind me to share)

Some time back, Uncle Randy taught Meredith about helium balloons - how these are the ones which can stay in the air or float away because they are helium filled. To Meredith's credit, she was giving him her undivided attention.

Last Saturday, we went to a few places (the McDonalds birthday party was one of them) and Meredith was given a pink balloon (not the helium one). That evening, we met Uncle Randy again (actually to kind of celebrate his birthday by doing what most Singaporeans do - eat). After dinner, we took a short walk to Borders and that was where Uncle Randy decided to ask Meredith...

Uncle Randy: Ern See, is this a helium balloon?
Meredith: No...
Uncle Randy: (smiling and looking smugly at Meredith's parents, elated that she remembers what he taught her) Well done!!!
Meredith: (turning back to see Uncle Randy) Its a PINK balloon.

Uncle Randy: ...........

Finally let me share this brilliant song with you, nice and sweet. Chance upon while browsing through some classic hits (Note the beat and different voices):

Day after day
Time pass away
N' I just can't get you off my mind
Nobody knows
I hide it inside
I keep on searching but I can't find
The courage to show
To letting you know
I've never felt so much love before
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
CHORUS
But if I let you go
I will never know
What my life would be
Holding you close to me
Will I ever see
You smiling back at me (oh yeah)
How will I know
If I let you go

Night after night
I hear myself say
Why can't this feeling just fade away
There's no one like you (no one like you)
You speak to my heart (speak to my heart)
Its such a shame we're worlds apart
I'm too shy to ask
I'm too proud to lose
But sooner or later I gotta choose
And once again I'm thinking about
Taking the easy way out
CHORUS

if I let you go (ooh baby)
Once again I'm think about
Taking the easy way out
CHORUS

Labels: Books, Drama, Fun and Party, Music

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Thursday, August 23, 2007

Lonely Journey

It’s amazing how one’s mood and emotion can change so fast, according to circumstances. It was actually a sick morning. But after seeing some things it becomes a bit sunny. Then maybe if even more wonderful surprises come, it will be high spirited again. Both Love and Hate can be so strong. And you can’t choose them. You can only learn either to enjoy or let it go. So face it!

Perhaps no one knows how frighten I feel now. Now, fatigue is back. Physically tougher but other than that it is torture. “How much time do I left? How can I go on living? What should I do? How can I be stronger?” These similar questions keep appearing. I know I should be fearless. BUT…

Time goes back…

The story has somehow come to a standstill. Unfortunately I cannot be the author. It leaves with God. I have another role.

Little Swallow looked numb and daze. It was time to move on. She dragged her feet and sat down at the corner of the morning street, listening to music. People were walking in all directions, all seeming in a rush. She hoped she could sit there forever…
Next day
It was a heart-shattering day for her. But it was also a day of relief. She managed to sleep through the long silent night.
Next day
A brand new day! She jumped out of bed. Things would be more and more exciting and she made sure she would enjoy the journey. “Finally!” she exclaimed. Power, power and more power!
2 days passed
She was already ready. It was cool and fun to be in a place where “alone” seemed to be a taboo. No matter how weird people looked but “I don’t care!!!” was all she wanted to scream. Practice and practice was what she could do. The time to be the fearless conqueror!
XXX Days…
Little Swallow held the beautiful white bird carefully with both her hands. She kissed his soft feathers. She wished she could keep him by her side forever but she could not. She gave one last look at the bird and held him high up towards the clear blue sky. Slowly she let go one hand, then with a deep breath she let go the other hand. He flew up high flapping its wings as if saying a “goodbye” to her. Then he flew away and finally he disappeared.
“Goodbye, Forever Love…” she whispered.

Back

No matter what happens, just keep moving. Going up the roller coaster may be tough, but enjoy it. Let’s all be strong! Breathe in…Breathe out…Breathe in again…Breathe out… (This is what I’m going to teach, haha ;P)

Labels: Books

take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*

Start of a New Chapter

P.E.A.C.E

I know you.

Got to Find a Way Out

Because of You

Vision

I want to go Home!

The 'End'

The Sunny June

Beyond Stars

'The Secret' (inspiration from the Secret book) ;p

A New World

Expression, Actions, Words

Lonely Journey

About Me