hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Thursday, August 23, 2007
Lonely Journey
It’s amazing how one’s mood and emotion can change so fast, according to circumstances. It was actually a sick morning. But after seeing some things it becomes a bit sunny. Then maybe if even more wonderful surprises come, it will be high spirited again. Both Love and Hate can be so strong. And you can’t choose them. You can only learn either to enjoy or let it go. So face it!
Perhaps no one knows how frighten I feel now. Now, fatigue is back. Physically tougher but other than that it is torture. “How much time do I left? How can I go on living? What should I do? How can I be stronger?” These similar questions keep appearing. I know I should be fearless. BUT…
Time goes back…
The story has somehow come to a standstill. Unfortunately I cannot be the author. It leaves with God. I have another role.
Little Swallow looked numb and daze. It was time to move on. She dragged her feet and sat down at the corner of the morning street, listening to music. People were walking in all directions, all seeming in a rush. She hoped she could sit there forever… Next day It was a heart-shattering day for her. But it was also a day of relief. She managed to sleep through the long silent night. Next day A brand new day! She jumped out of bed. Things would be more and more exciting and she made sure she would enjoy the journey. “Finally!” she exclaimed. Power, power and more power! 2 days passed She was already ready. It was cool and fun to be in a place where “alone” seemed to be a taboo. No matter how weird people looked but “I don’t care!!!” was all she wanted to scream. Practice and practice was what she could do. The time to be the fearless conqueror! XXX Days… Little Swallow held the beautiful white bird carefully with both her hands. She kissed his soft feathers. She wished she could keep him by her side forever but she could not. She gave one last look at the bird and held him high up towards the clear blue sky. Slowly she let go one hand, then with a deep breath she let go the other hand. He flew up high flapping its wings as if saying a “goodbye” to her. Then he flew away and finally he disappeared. “Goodbye, Forever Love…” she whispered.
Back
No matter what happens, just keep moving. Going up the roller coaster may be tough, but enjoy it. Let’s all be strong! Breathe in…Breathe out…Breathe in again…Breathe out… (This is what I’m going to teach, haha ;P)
In My DreamZ ~ movies/tv/songs/concerts/goodies/clips/articles/everything! Learn/Study language,singing,drumming... planning - practising - building Faith.Hope.Love *Waiting for DIF2,repeated FT & SZLK (YL),Moments In Peking,BH game,KB,sports,cheesecake,see darling BaBy,food celebration (Sushi^^Cafe Cartel^^Pizza!) :P
HANDinHAND.
#Favorite Movies
SC (AnGeL),FK (a story with an attractive gal and cool guy with a romantic ending),cOnStAnTiNe,Poseidon (feeling thankful to be alive it's just a second between live or die),HGIV (best ever can't wait to have more!!cool mischief pose),JXHZ (never give up their dream!),BD (Dreams),LM (another side of U) TV Shows: TCGS (eternal love!),IJ (colourful world- -"),ASITP (very funny ending^^),GH (love continues even death),FT-tw (corrupted society life of the underworld),WS (heartbreaking),SP (Lao Po Bing),TTOAL (most beautiful smile!),THSADS (wuji ge ge),PONR (Da Ge),HZGG3,AS (only catch the male lead ><),FT-hk,GF,DIF4 (Intoxicated!),TMWFI (Charming JJ humourous show ),SwTH (Prince Charming w Princess Beauty),TLOAH (Jinggege+Ronger & Kang+NC),JIS (very lovely theme song & stunning characters - romance comedy suspense),JL (Jess & Sunny with their lovely baby),JIP (Noone ever say not nice-true Worth the spirit 1st time ever worth my respect & admiration! So touching~),YHFH,AR4,MIP (Perfert Woman Of Destiny),WAB (Art of Seduction vs Power Struggles),AOM (3 Angels),JBSDS (I will persist like U)
#Favorite Music
Pop (duet),Oldies,Canto,Hokkie,*Drama (Theme Sub Ending)Songs,(QY series),FM96.3-The International Channel,Rock Band,X-Japan,Classic Love,Creative,Open...
#Favorite Books
QY series...C T Y L/ HZGG3,XYSJYYSK2 is really great! Waiting to continue in future,RDPD series,HSZX series,Biz,PD (Eng/Chi),Psycho/Philo
#“You must learn to love, respect and believe in yourself...” - Marshall Sylver
#"Your life wasn’t meant to be a struggle; it was meant to be an adventure. Start living the adventure now!" - Marshall Sylver
