BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Wednesday, June 23, 2010
Hold my hands and walk with me
... keep trying every single day…even if I may keep failing, but one day I’ll walk through it. He’s there to keep telling me “No, I’m not alone in this” Though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil. Because He is my Shepherd. And a True and Good Shepherd never leaves His sheep.
Even how much they attack, I’m still strong. I may lose my courage but I’m finding it back again… I got to learn to practice what I preach.
SO now, tears please stop, faith you come.
Now, I just got to force myself to eat and be strong again.
And work hard.
Please stop tears…I need to rest my eyes…
I WILL, I CAN. Because I am a child of God.Labels: Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Faith, Hope, Love
我真的好想哭!
If blogging will send this out, I hope that it will be transmitted to Heaven...
Then I feel hopeful, maybe He will tell me or show me. I know you must be tired of this…but believe me, I’m really trying. And struggling, very difficult. Hence I can only blog…I often have this image I’m standing on this big open land. Many weapons come, flying everywhere. I’m hit, struck, but I did not fall, my body is shaking, going to collapse, but I did not fall. I am standing. It just reminded me of Ephesians 6:13.
In the end, I’m filled with blood, cuts, tormented till I couldn’t even recognize myself…but I’m still standing bravely. Even though I’m standing, but I’m internally tortured and bleeding.
Maybe someday I’ll be able to walk out…I don’t know when. Maybe soon. But it’s also this that I realize who are the people who truly love and care. Who I am to them. And who I am to them is different from who am I to God. Only perfect love comes from God. Maybe I did many nasty things to them. I never really know how to love them, or show them. I always want people to be real yet I am not true to them. I can only pray they will forgive me just as I forgive them. I’m really sorry I did not play my part very well.
But if I can have a chance, again, I want to start all over again…
Can I?
Thinking about it gives me a glimpse of hope. I want to start showering my love to them, every one of them…giving them happiness, experiencing joy and laughter…isn’t that what ‘I can’ do? But can I? Do we all share the same space for growing?
Many times I know He’s there to heal me. He just stood there quietly without saying anything…many times I wonder why…I hate it to face it all alone…but then I grow stronger each time…
People, please please give me a chance to tell you how much I love you. Even if you may not love me as much as I love you, I still want to thank you for playing a part and being so important in my life. Forgive me if I have hurt or made you angry in anyway…as I’m learning…it’s so difficult for me to do certain things but if that’s what you want…because there are so many things I don’t know.
Please be strong…jiayou…you can because they say you can. One day, you’ll be healed in Jesus' name!
I am Daddy's brave girl!!!Labels: Current Affair, People
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Sunday, June 6, 2010
I know you.
“…and he calls his own sheep by name and leads them out…and the sheep follow him, for they know his voice…”
“I am the good shepherd; and I know My sheep, and am known by My own…My sheep hear My voice, and I know them, and they follow me…”
I have a home :)
'..My strength is made perfect in weakness.'Labels: Books
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
