BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Friday, March 27, 2009
Train Ride
There’s so much to say! So many things that happen in yet 3 days again. How many 3 days are there? Perhaps it’s coming…real soon…
I can do all things through Him who strengthens me. Philippians 4:13
The seminar was rather impactful. Though it overshot but it was a great experience.
The session was quite fun with some moments of apprehension. Discussions quite satisfying, ideas flowed easily. We even went out under the hot sun in search of the activity place. Eating together, chatting and knowing one another =)
The best part so memorable which I’ve been wanting to share was the role-play! Woo even my heart keeps beating now that I’ve recalled! I was the third one chosen! My mind was totally blank as to whatever was I going to conduct?? Once again prayer really amazes me…in less than a minute I was called back into the room. I was very surprised with myself too! The only part was the ‘reading to see what’s next’ part that cooled down the atmosphere a little… Once again reminded of the past being with them…trying to get their attention…speaking those words lol…
The previous 2 participants 'got away' quite easily, but when it was my turn they started those 'nasty' stuff..Wahaha >< it wasn't that nervous, then broke off into laughters.
I was so shocked with the comments too. Handles well? Now is to work on familiarizing with the process. It ended early that means I could go back to rest early.
Pc was wonderful too! Soundsss :) Ooppss..time is running out…
Long meetings & discussions. Cleared some, more with no conclusion…but I’ve got a blessing from treats =))
ML came to keep me company. Thanks for your encouragement =)
Headaches…can’t sleep…
Loads & Loads…hope all will be settled by this month…Labels: Current Affair, Event
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Monday, March 23, 2009
I want to go Home!
Perhaps it’s due to last night or the last few days, I’m feeling worn-out and sad. So many things waiting to be done, yet I seem to be distracted and lost…particularly by that.
Things can go and change in such a big curve over a few days. I enjoyed these special 3 days with thanksgiving. I survived. It’s over…but no time to break! Hope it’s not too late…
If only I can be stronger…faster…clearer…
Thought was late and kept walking but they were only eating…later walked again to BK and got a quick bite. It was totally different now. Where is that girl whom I know?? Walked around, around and around. Walked everywhere…that must be the easiest way to be recognized! Nonetheless tried my best but was not satisfied. Whatever happens, He’s sure in control! Though it’s a loss, but glad to choose this…
I love that song. It’s only when it takes on a different experience and pain will you appreciate that moment. Too many times we take it for granted. Such joy that you never want to leave again. The ride home was sweet *smiles
Guess I’m really tired…it feels kinda weird to be back again. The familiar people, places, journey…but the person is not the same anymore! It was a breeze (thank God =P).
That really gives a different perception. It’s so sad…it’s real…That part really made me burst out in tears! I’m so so sad. Friends we got to keep working! Fight a good fight!
Ahh..what am I talking about? Can you feel it? Do you understand? Can you see it?
I am listening…
Waiting…
Awaiting…
Preparing…
Take me Home!!Labels: Books, Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Thursday, March 19, 2009
Hope
What a crazy week! Feels so stretched to the max…
Drowsy like a robot
Pain and aches…super fearful attacks…
Ate the wrong medicine? Did some really XXXX stuff and that’s it!
Met up with RL and lunched. Went to this quiet place where there’s free flow drink and ice-cream. But what attracted me was food I guess…
Great to catch up again. She is so cheerful now (hmm…the power of love). She ordered that soupy chicken, I ordered that saucy chicken. Then there’s what looks like kimchi in the serving but does not tastes like it. Then we walked all the way back…
Been really trying all I could, but sadly not reach a conclusion. What does all these means? NO!!! I don’t want it this way…definitely NOT…NO way. I don’t believe it!!!
Let’s find it! I know you are there!!! Sensei! Where are you?!
Despite these craziness, Little Starry wishes to
- smile again
- have a good laugh
- see a rainbow in the blues at this huge grassland
- dance, jump, sing
- hug a hug
- be fun, have LOADS of FUN!!!
Hear my cries!!!Labels: Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Wednesday, March 11, 2009
T.H.A.N.K.S
Thank You for being with me
Thank You for seeing me through
Thank You that I’ve passed
Thank You for guiding me, Thank You for leading me
All these while You know what happened, You know what I’ve been going through..
You know…You know…
You notice everything I do and everywhere I go.
Way to go~ !!!Labels: Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Surprise
The GOD I KNOW is so so REAL…!!!
:D :D :D
Praise & Worship!!! :p
Place of agreement is Place of Power!
One Accord
One Vision
Unity.. Breakthrough.. !!!
Mahjong :) ;) :)Labels: Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Saturday, March 7, 2009
I Trust...The God I Know
When the stage is bare tonight
There’s no one else
Just You and me
When the curtains close behind
There’s no pretense
I’m on my knees
I will lay down my life
For the love sacrifice
You gave to me
It’s all because of You
All because of You
The God I know
Righteous and Holy
The God I know
Faithful and true
The God I know
My tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed
The God I know
Light of the City
The God I know
Strengthens the weak
The God I know
Your heart beats within me
As You are, so are we
This is my cry
My one desire
More of You
More of You
The church He knows
Righteous and Holy
The church He knows
Is faithful and true
The church He knows
A tower of refuge
Hearts are healed
Christ revealed
The church He knows
Light of this city
The church He knows
Strengthens the weak
The church He knows
Is strong and mighty
As He is, so are we
Your love and faithfulness always keep me secure.
I know...I know...
Nothing else matters ..Labels: Music
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Monday, March 2, 2009
Treatment
It’s such a day I want to put an end…
First slept late and awoke feeling ever so disturbed and reluctant to crawl out of bed and pulled myself to be out and ready.
Wait and queue. Wait and queue. Wait and queue. From reaching early to being late.
(And these few days it’s really amazing how much time and energy were spent in this area of art!)
Feeling really hungry yet couldn’t eat.
Shoes broke! Eating the ‘kids serving’ Maggie in a cup. They appeared suddenly while I was pouring the water! In that state!
Went out to repair the shoes. But no one was there! Step by step ‘walked’ to the nearest shop to buy. Then suddenly BOOM! And it was raining cats and dogs and I was stuck!
The traffic light was spoilt! Imagine no lights (red, green, yellow) and cars were everywhere and people need to cross the road with the heavy rain…whatever has happened?!!!
Ran in the rain…
Did not go back straight. Squash in the train. Upon reaching was already very weak…
Wanting to continue reading, walked around searching for chair/bench. While walking, could feel my eyes shutting down soon. No avail!
Went up to see the blowing rain then went down again. Sat on the stairs.
Still waiting…
Finally met but was ‘tortured’ again...
Feel really hurt. Whenever you go out all way being kind and sacrificial, you got treated like XXXX and taken for granted. Do you even appreciate? Now that you want me to say, it’s like adding salt to the wound, digging up all these worries…just when I’m trying really hard to stop this nonsense, to be fine…
Hate yet love…
Now I’ve got to struggle to convince myself real hard.
Giving, sowing every little seeds, every effort, every sweat…trying sooo hard…hoping…
Why must you remind me of this fear back again?! Being silly to people…
Focus…please focus…it’s gonna be fine…I see it!!!Labels: Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
