hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Monday, March 2, 2009
Treatment
It’s such a day I want to put an end…
First slept late and awoke feeling ever so disturbed and reluctant to crawl out of bed and pulled myself to be out and ready. Wait and queue. Wait and queue. Wait and queue. From reaching early to being late. (And these few days it’s really amazing how much time and energy were spent in this area of art!) Feeling really hungry yet couldn’t eat. Shoes broke! Eating the ‘kids serving’ Maggie in a cup. They appeared suddenly while I was pouring the water! In that state! Went out to repair the shoes. But no one was there! Step by step ‘walked’ to the nearest shop to buy. Then suddenly BOOM! And it was raining cats and dogs and I was stuck!
The traffic light was spoilt! Imagine no lights (red, green, yellow) and cars were everywhere and people need to cross the road with the heavy rain…whatever has happened?!!! Ran in the rain…
Did not go back straight. Squash in the train. Upon reaching was already very weak… Wanting to continue reading, walked around searching for chair/bench. While walking, could feel my eyes shutting down soon. No avail! Went up to see the blowing rain then went down again. Sat on the stairs. Still waiting… Finally met but was ‘tortured’ again...
Feel really hurt. Whenever you go out all way being kind and sacrificial, you got treated like XXXX and taken for granted. Do you even appreciate? Now that you want me to say, it’s like adding salt to the wound, digging up all these worries…just when I’m trying really hard to stop this nonsense, to be fine… Hate yet love… Now I’ve got to struggle to convince myself real hard. Giving, sowing every little seeds, every effort, every sweat…trying sooo hard…hoping… Why must you remind me of this fear back again?! Being silly to people…
In My DreamZ ~ movies/tv/songs/concerts/goodies/clips/articles/everything! Learn/Study language,singing,drumming... planning - practising - building Faith.Hope.Love *Waiting for DIF2,repeated FT & SZLK (YL),Moments In Peking,BH game,KB,sports,cheesecake,see darling BaBy,food celebration (Sushi^^Cafe Cartel^^Pizza!) :P
HANDinHAND.
#Favorite Movies
SC (AnGeL),FK (a story with an attractive gal and cool guy with a romantic ending),cOnStAnTiNe,Poseidon (feeling thankful to be alive it's just a second between live or die),HGIV (best ever can't wait to have more!!cool mischief pose),JXHZ (never give up their dream!),BD (Dreams),LM (another side of U) TV Shows: TCGS (eternal love!),IJ (colourful world- -"),ASITP (very funny ending^^),GH (love continues even death),FT-tw (corrupted society life of the underworld),WS (heartbreaking),SP (Lao Po Bing),TTOAL (most beautiful smile!),THSADS (wuji ge ge),PONR (Da Ge),HZGG3,AS (only catch the male lead ><),FT-hk,GF,DIF4 (Intoxicated!),TMWFI (Charming JJ humourous show ),SwTH (Prince Charming w Princess Beauty),TLOAH (Jinggege+Ronger & Kang+NC),JIS (very lovely theme song & stunning characters - romance comedy suspense),JL (Jess & Sunny with their lovely baby),JIP (Noone ever say not nice-true Worth the spirit 1st time ever worth my respect & admiration! So touching~),YHFH,AR4,MIP (Perfert Woman Of Destiny),WAB (Art of Seduction vs Power Struggles),AOM (3 Angels),JBSDS (I will persist like U)
#Favorite Music
Pop (duet),Oldies,Canto,Hokkie,*Drama (Theme Sub Ending)Songs,(QY series),FM96.3-The International Channel,Rock Band,X-Japan,Classic Love,Creative,Open...
#Favorite Books
QY series...C T Y L/ HZGG3,XYSJYYSK2 is really great! Waiting to continue in future,RDPD series,HSZX series,Biz,PD (Eng/Chi),Psycho/Philo
#“You must learn to love, respect and believe in yourself...” - Marshall Sylver
#"Your life wasn’t meant to be a struggle; it was meant to be an adventure. Start living the adventure now!" - Marshall Sylver
