BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Baby!
This music just releases everything. Tears just flow freely…Yes I love them just as you. I never hear such kind of music before and the very sound just melts my heart like love flowing into your whole body.
Weariness seems to take a hold of me. True that those projects and upcoming events are gonna be fun and exciting but…
(wishing the song would continue)
Woman – hard to comprehend! Does she still hope our XXX would improve?
Random moment – While waiting for the bus, this skinny young boy suddenly zooms past me then tried to climb up the seat to go over the other side as his mom was calling him. It’s in this rectangular shape about his height. It looks like he’s going to fall and I saw him making quite an effort to balance. Plop ~ he landed safely and ran to his mom. Running back, this time more confident, he climbed again and stood on the long ‘chair’ raising his arms exclaiming, proud of himself. He looked at me vaguely then towards his mom and sister. All around was filled with energy, fun and agility. The mom was rather hostile towards him though. (as he occupied part of the seat) Boys!
We had lunch at this Jap restaurant but ate western. I ordered the salad. Harmonious relationship indeed. Just like what I always wish and now I witness. At night I went there alone (can’t keep missing like this). Perhaps already used to the heat so not much of dizziness just drained. And then the most bizarre thing happens. I actually lost the key. I keep on recalling what’s going on and walked back and forth like a million times but the key was nowhere to be found! Worse is the key belongs to my friend. The ‘workout’ already made me so drowsy then I almost fainted. Poor locker was cut. I even thought the key was in the locker…anyway what a crazy day! What a place. On the way back was a little shattered (the later part of the story was a scary confession and that I am forgiven!) The joy of being forgiven feels like a miracle! As previously similar experience happened.
She came over for discussion. I pray that all goes well. The time is coming and is here.
In the evening went to the Settlers. Food – Games – Enjoyment
So much laughter and fun together haha. I want to play!!! Need to ‘learn’ to play. Ended with girls vs. guys taboo. We stayed for a discussion of upcoming activities. SO many important things are coming…
I hope I have not forgotten about the mission. Has independence got to do with loneliness? A little breakthrough as I found out more about him. He showed me his baby’s photographs. Will she ever know?
他不爱我
牵手的时候太冷清
拥抱的时候不够靠近
他不爱我
说话的时候不够认真
沈默的时候又太用心
我知道他不爱我
他的眼神说出他的心
我看透了他的心
还有别人逗留的背影
他的回忆清除得不够乾净
我看到了他的心
演的全是他和她的电影
他不爱我
尽管如此
他还是赢走了我的心
Met up and dine together. Ordered this XXX steak with lobster soup and garlic bread. He ordered the salad and XXX juice for me. Cool ambience with nice music. He never failed to bring me to exotic places and we always have exhilarating conversation. Yeah…looking forward to the shopping, treats and movie! Hopefully be able to clear by this month. Also catch up the missing episodes of the baby!Labels: Current Affair, Drama, Food and Drinks, Music, People
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Monday, September 22, 2008
We are Connected to Each Other!
Life is a surprise. When you lose certain things, you find other doors opened for you. It sounds risky, but the excitement overcomes all. Perhaps each road also means change. But all I know is that I will always remember those times. The joy and sorrow through that door. If given a choice, I would want to stay there. That used to be where I grow up, where I really go through love…
That day we went to start the program. I thought we could start something but she was rushing. It just made me realized the art of tolerance and patience is so precious. And I think no one would want to see this girl explode in fury. Anyway had a rare meet up with Liz and we were anticipating the arrival of Wei. (Found out only later it wasn’t) Later went with them to shop for their friend BD gift. At night he suddenly called and asked me out for dinner. As usual waited for ages…kept talking till past mid-night (waking up few hours time for work). Hope one day I can go back there.
Family dinner again! Was deliberating if I should rush down as wasn’t feeling so well. Even messaged my leader for help…well ended up happily. Me enjoying the mini food and number 19 drink (LoL winks ^^) I hope that action made them happy. We all shared the durian ice-cream again then looked at the gown. Yeah what am I gonna wear? Or when is my turn? Am I the joke or the joker?
Lunched with her. I guess I’ve fallen in love with her. We really complement each other. I really cherish the chance to dine together. I was crazy cleaning when she asked. Earlier on I asked my friend as I thought she won’t be coming. We walked silently…every moment is clear in my mind. I pray that our relationship will improve and blossom. God Bless her…
Dinner with Cia after work. Been losing appetite since when. Prefer food either spicy or sour. Shared that puky yoghurt. Went back in time to catch the drama. That entire day was stuck to the screen, wanted to blog about the information overload but too giddy and rush as gonna set off to check them out. I really pray for the right home…rush again but already late for the class. In the end we went for the sauna. Such a ‘cool’ experience! Also the steamy bath. Where there’s a will, there’s a Way. [random thoughts]
Had been thinking what she said. The stress is there…to serve. Crucial time indeed!
Last but not least, the second workshop was terrific! Previously was so sick…now I really enjoy myself. Games-warming up-recording. The message reminded me of a child in a family. Quite entertaining and felt more relaxed. Went to airport for dinner. Till now I could not get my appetite back. Ordered the celery slush and potato island. Waiter was really nice too. Next day I was really thankful able to manage alone. She finally called me like to check it out. Hahaha…so sweet of her for the food :) Tell me, just how can I show it to her?Labels: Current Affair, Entertainment, Event, Food and Drinks, Fun and Party, People
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
The Best is yet to Come
Wow it’s about two weeks, but that seems so long…First of all, please applause for the end of the battle. Next shall be the exciting updates…
Yesterday (today too, plus many tomorrows) was a blessed day. Woke up late and had my breakfast with lunch together. Prayed. Surprise. Miracle. We crafted out two plans. We were both thrilled with Plan A. We even tried playing at home. However due to good reason, it was postponed (feel bad for disappointing her)…Plan B in action! After those chores, we were ready to set off.
Cia even took pictures of the blooming flowers on the way out. I knew this was unlike any other time. In fact it was the first time we had such funny outing. She wanted the sun to tan. I just hope it won’t rain. I know that He is leading us…while waiting for the bus, snapped some pictures to reduce the time…We kept yawning and I was worried it would kill the fun…after some walking finally we arrived! Shared our wonderful subway meal together alone in the restaurant. That was the sweetest (cookie) meal. Being energized we went to rent our bikes. Thank goodness the whole process was quick and smooth. Ready, Set, Go! Sometimes I felt like stopping but just moved on, slowly. The beach, people, dogs, trees, sky, wind, weird smell – we are in heaven!!! There isn’t a drop of rain, no sun yet cool breeze with many beautiful clouds to admire! We had the same idea to stop at the jetty. That was when ‘heaven’ was being emphasized! This time we saw the sun. It was unlike the usual burning one but one so gentle and bright where the sunshine makes one feel warmth and love.
We sat at the bench and watched the ‘fishermen’ fished. One of them caught two huge fishes. OMG they were so pure like crystal…sad I told Cia I did not want to eat any fish that day. There was this man who wore formal suit fishing too…we had a good laugh. There’s also this Australian man riding with his dog standing in the basket…LOL
He went by us many times and we kept giggling wanting to snap it. Before he went back he stopped in front of us asking us if we have dogs and told us he wanted to find good owner. He has seven dogs in Australia! We also saw many airplanes taking off up into the sky. The sea was quite polluted, even underwear was floating about…
Such light-hearted scene. The joy and love of being in nature with the magnificent sun. On the way back, Cia was behind me. We walked further up and went for dinner at the food centre. Later our long awaited durian ice-cream!!! We sat there indulge in our own happiness. She accompanied me to get some toiletries before heading back to catch the show. That is the wonderful present.
The day before, Cia cooked all the vegetables and we shared a plate of greens for dinner. It’s amazing to see funny ideas in action. On Saturday, we went to eat Thai food. The sauce was nice, tom yam soup just spice up your appetite. Later Cia came to finish up and we ordered this Mango glutinous dessert. What was left was the poor rice. I was excited about the idea of buying donuts for them. (But kinda sad no one really appreciate) Cia bought the yoghurt. Two weeks ago, we also had our post birthday dinner for Cia at Pu Tian. Later went bowling and hey not bad skills for me! We played photo hunt. Addictive and fun. Could get heart attack if overdose. Felt relaxed after long work…
The workshop was a time where I gained knowledge and exposure to their background. All I want is practice and more practice now!!! Yes, I love my voice. I want my voice to shine. That Ktv session was just fantastic. I pray that God will help me overcome it. The best part was the rock song where we stood on the sofa singing and getting high. As time passed the songs got harder and harder. Haha
Had the study session in the open air area, good view and cooling. More to go…homework :P Lastly the battle was enjoyable. Fought to my last breath. Thanks for those who stand by me.
Labels: Current Affair, Entertainment, Event, Food and Drinks, Music, People
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
