BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Monday, June 30, 2008
To-night
To-night
Gosh…feel so dreamy in this hot cloudy afternoon! Maybe I’m standing on the clouds…
Mind-Stirring Song:
Tonight I celebrate my love for you
It seems the natural thing to do
Tonight no one's gonna find us
We'll leave the world behind us
When I make love to you
Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And hope that deep inside you'll feel it too
Tonight our spirits will be climbing
To a sky filled up with diamonds
When I make love to you, tonight
Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And that midnight sun is gonna come shining through
Tonight there'll be no distance between us
What I want most to do, is to get close to you
Tonight
Tonight I celebrate my love for you
And soon this old world will seem brand new
Tonight we will both discover how friends turn into lovers
When I make love to you
Tonight I celebrate my love to you
And that midnight sun is gonna come shining through
Tonight there'll be no distance between us
What I want most to do, is to get close to you
Tonight I celebrate my love for you
Tonight
This song keeps playing in my mind ever since.. Don’t know why. The Beauty & The Beast refreshes my childhood time. Just before the last petal falls, Beauty exclaimed the “I lOve You” to the Beast. A beauty who truly loves a beast that turns him back into a handsome prince!
Yes tonight!
Falling in love with movie & singing. Yea awaiting the show now. Yea audition tomorrow.
Gotta work on my vocals now. If only…Labels: Drama, Music
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Play Time
Play Time
It has been quite meaningful past week. Long hours of activities, challenges to overcome…Even though I feel that it is not enough but I know I am growing. Singing is so fun! Acting to sing is even great!
The chalet was terrific too! Oh can’t wait to share…
It was rush initially but later so happy to meet them. Bought this cute slipper :)
We took the bus to Harbour Front and on the way was ‘entertained’. Later we went to buy drinks and stuff then took the train to the beach. The bus ride was cool with some ‘entertainment’ yet again.
Finally we arrived at the resort. The room was cool with roof top Jacuzzi and OMG the view at the top was so nice! (too bad did not capture it) Later we went to the beach to play Frisbee and ball. So happy! Been ages since ball games. It is really good to play with my fullest energy. Just imagine, the clear blue sky, clouds, sea, ships, nature, sand, people…Little Swallow loves the freedom!
Later we went up to walk and explore. I was sharing about my wish and we captured the most beautiful sunset scene! The fireworks add music to the night! First time is always so precious and memorable. We went for a swim after mid night. I still remember the feeling when I went down. Cold, strange and dark. Later to Jacuzzi, under the starry night, colourful surroundings, laughter and night activity. Even eating in it. After the shower, felt fresher. Tried to sleep on the stairs (by then everyone was lying in all position haha!) Doing things secretly when everyone is asleep is so exciting! LoL.
It would be so romantic with your loved one, even just lying on the shoulder feels so warm and safe. After sleeping, God led me to His place. Now the story just begins! Guess after some rest, it’s time for a brand new life! Everything would be new and fun. Many projects coming and I have faith in all of them!
Thank you everyone, Thank you God for everything! :pLabels: Current Affair, Entertainment, Event, Food and Drinks, Fun and Party
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Monday, June 16, 2008
The Sunny June
The Sunny June
I have finally thought through things. I pray that I will remain faithful in all things and believe in the days to come! It takes so much of time to be emotionally weak…
I have to stop wasting time and recharged again. To be positively charged.
Yesterday did not know why felt so teary and weak. Tears just washed my face in the early morning. Later I bought the books. Finally! I’ve never spent so much on this…once again it gave me the idea for the book area…Random thought of if one could finish reading the entire shop, one would definitely be wise and alive! But how much can we do in our whole life? At night we went to that seafood again. Saw this cute dog that makes mw so happy and secretly snap a picture (too bad got caught heh heh)
We went bowling after that. Glad my score improved…was dead beat to do anything after that. Can’t believe how much I’ve stretched!
Still waiting for the Ktv session.
Class was fun again. We did (or I) something new and I was inspired about music again.
Now that I look back, I feel that God has been leading me all this while, keeping me safe and warm. Even though I felt lonely but I had time with my family, friend, being so in love with singing…
I can definitely do so much more! I need to regain my focus…
This is a special month. Remind me of someone special too. And it is also the month of reaching that stage…Also a busy and tired month. Also my anniversary of a special moment…the beginning of love etc. A powerful yet weak month. The eve of next special month. :p
Hope that I can learn to enjoy the other half of this month, have great fun everyday and being in love, again!
June, wait for me ~Labels: Books, Current Affair, Music
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Tuesday, June 10, 2008
Addiciton
I have so much to say…but now this video makes me speechless…so touched and inspired that I’m lost…I just want to join her on stage…
This is such a powerful voice, the voice is so beautiful!!!
Omg I’m gonna learn this song…yes I’ve been singing continuously for the past hours…yet felt not enough. Our emotional capacity is so big! I feel so much like singing now and this song melts my heart…Such a simple song yet so strong. So happy…been quite some time since I ever put in all my feelings to the songs.
I have to stop emo-ing. It’s time to get back to work.. “I know you can do it”:p
After this I’m going for a run. I hope that everything will resume back. But my heart needs a break!!Labels: Current Affair, Music
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Monday, June 9, 2008
State
Suddenly feel so excited…and happy after seeing something. It just brightens my night, because energy, peace and happiness spread. I just know that somewhere out there someone is smiling…:) :) :)
Tired…really feels an empty shell.
“Never give up….be patient in time of trouble and never stop praying…”
Meeting at TCC was great. Love my mango yoghurt! I should really start to focus on my work…I hope that I will improve through it and be wiser in all handling…
Monday has always been quiet and peaceful. Pray that I will have the strength to go through the days to come…
There’s still about 30% of time of emo-ing. And it gets especially serious at certain time. My heart is bleeding…badly…sometimes wishing that someone would kill me but then no worries I’ll be all right. :p
Isn’t there a balance? Must it be the extreme? Is either do or break it.
Still deciding if I should go Sentosa tomorrow. Part of me want to be out happily yet another part wanting to rest. Emotional rest…Follow your heart?Labels: Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Sunday, June 8, 2008
Tough Time
Yo! Not another emo post lol. Those who have seen or been with me recently would ‘witness’ those emo moments…
It was a whole day (about 19hrs conscious) of activities yesterday. Yea I still crave for my wine…Woke up about 6 plus getting ready (miss performance) then reached early thus went to buy milk. The teacher was early too (he was sick, God Bless) and everything went peaceful till about after lunch. Sometimes I wonder if foods do kills? Maybe I’m getting restless…counting down and trying hard to concentrate. Maybe I’m not a good worker, maybe our expectation is different…whatever! I had enough of aches…
Yes feel that everyone sang very well and improve. When is my turn? Miss the days being up…smiling, rehearsing…Smiling? Hahaha
It has always been there. Each time is a different feel. Gosh…emo songs…
Long pause
I actually don’t know how to write out about this…omg
Anyway I like the whole concept. Relax to be entertained. Took some pictures…
Maybe I am drunk…I don’t know why I say or do the things I did. But how am I gonna make you understand? (Blog halfway, go chat)
That day was a miracle, I lost my MP pouch (perhaps I fell asleep in the bus and lost there) and went Sim Lim to find. I just know I will get it. I even called to ask and searched around. Just then I walked past this counter with some China phones and out of the blue asked God where I can find my pouch. Just then, this man asked me whether I want to look at it. I asked if they sell MP pouch. (I was already holding my MP since the first tried shop) I showed him and he said “yes”. They actually got the exact pouch for my kind of MP. I requested for a look and BINGO exactly the same. And guess what? It only costs $3! I don’t mind even paying $10 (the first shop sold some about that price). So thankful and happy!!! Within just 1 day…and the time I was given.. Thanks!!!
Goal for singing: Keeping strong and fit. I ought to be tougher. In all ways. I just know I will do it. Just like how I got a brand new pouch.
“Relationships are like a book, in that they are for learning.” - Marshall Sylver
Time heals? Never give up…faith in hope. Failed..again and yet again. Yes laugh if you want. The 4-letter word!.Labels: Current Affair, Event, Fun and Party
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Tuesday, June 3, 2008
Living by the deep ocean
Memories…how precious are them. Yet like wind they move through and past you before you even catch them.
Love can’t you see I’m alone
Cant you give this fool a chance
A little love is all I ask - a little kindness
In the night
Please don’t leave me behind
No – don’t tell me love is blind
A little love is all I ask and that is all
Oh love I’ve been searching so long
I’ve been searching high n low
A little love is all I ask - a little sadness
When you’re gone
Maybe you need a friend
Only please don’t lets pretend
A little love is all I ask and that is all
I wanna spread my wings - but I just cant fly
As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by
Ocean deep – I’m so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings - in my -
Solitary room
Ocean deep - will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine Ill keep - ocean deep
Love can't you hear when I call
Cant you hear a word I say
A little love is all I ask
A little feeling when we touch
Why am I still alone?
I’ve got a heart without a home
A little love is all I ask - and that is all
I wanna spread my wings - but I just cant fly
As a string of pearls and pretty girls go sailing by
Ocean deep – I’m so afraid to show my feelings
I have sailed a million ceilings - in my -
Solitary room
Ocean deep - will I ever find a lover
Maybe she has found another
And as I cry myself to sleep
I know this love of mine Ill keep - ocean deep
I’m so lonely lonely lonely...
Maybe..Maybe
(Ocean deep)
On my own in my room
Maybe..Maybe
I'm so lonely
(Ocean deep)
I'm so lonely , I'm so lonely ...
This love of mine I’ll keep…Ocean deep……
I wish I can lie there all day. I wish I can read peacefully in that warm environment, freely and happily. I wish I do not have to do all those work, where I can rest my soul, running around like a child in this green grassland…the bright sun smiling cheerily at me. Him waving to me above the clouds, the rainbow appears beautifully in front of me. I wish I can feel the love of all nature, hear the sweetest voice of angels, the warm feeling of the sand and the ever flowing happiness of the love. No more worries and burdens that weigh my whole shoulders down. I wish it NOW!
Destined to be alone, to fulfill the work assigned, only to die a glorious death…
Maybe I can’t sing, maybe I’m not good, but that’s the voice I’m blessed with. The choice to create..and express.
It’s sure exciting to be involved in meeting. The first ever powerful meeting. I’ve to start getting used and get things action through meeting. Is it right and wise to do the things I’m doing now? If it’s right but no happiness will you do it?
That day I finally had the ice-cream with someone. It was a good meal and I remembered to take photos for posting. However no time for the coffee, much to say walk. We took express train to class.
While blogging the music keeps replaying. I’m singing in my heart to my heart.
“…Why am I still alone? I’ve got a heart without a homeA little love is all I ask - and that is all…”
Labels: Current Affair, Music
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
