BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Monday, May 31, 2010
Miss AC
I’m back from a 5 full days power packed conference! It was quite an experience for me..my first time AC & CGI. Something is happening in another realm, though I can’t see it now but I can feel it is coming. It’s about to happen, beyond what one can think or imagine! And I’m back to reality, work is piling up but what’s more important is the spiritual nourishment throughout the whole conference!
There’s so much to learn indeed. It’s kinda stretched (fortunately Sot provides a foundation), financially too but I’m thankful that I went though everything. It’s a test of tolerance, patience, strength and faith.
I like the atmosphere of love and order. I thought it would be a chaos with mass of people everywhere, but I’m amazed by the discipline and leadership of the church. Thumbs up for all the staff, volunteers, ushers, security and everyone who played a part to make it a Wowwow. Serving with the China delegates was fun. I finally know how far I can with my language and the characters. Well I think I did pretty well, they were thankful and rather independent so not much of a problem. I wore the gown when serving at the Sot booth. Haha some of them even took pictures with me.
Although most of the time was spent queuing, but I’m thankful to be able to queue with my cg and friends. It’s scary to queue alone…well God is with me anyway… Fighting for Hall 8 =)
The opening with the Parade of Nations was like WOW! It was very grand and formal. Serious yet fun. At the end of the day my throat was a little hurt from screaming. First day is usually the most exciting and next day I was so tired. Finale was a blast! But it’s only through such time there’s breakthrough. I’m growing stronger day by day. Blessed by speakers like A.R.Bernard, Steve Munsey, Phil Pringle, Yonggi Cho, Reinhard Bonnke, Pastor Kong.
I only managed to attend 2 electives. Creative Preaching and Women’s Ministry. Yea I’m learning how to preach and how to be a woman.
I also began to understand certain things and the hearts of men. Who are the people you can trust, who is there for you at your darkest hour, how strong can a person be…etc
ATTACKS,
ATTACKS,
and ATTACKS!
and it’s crazy! I got to be strong in my decision. God, I’m trusting You. I believe I can do it. Perfect Love casts out all fears.
Everything’s gonna be all right, and good. Amen.
Why are certain things like that?Labels: Current Affair, Event
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Thursday, May 13, 2010
It's gonna be ALL GOOD
I need a MIRACLE now.
I wonder how I’m going to overcome and climb over this hurdle and obstacle.
I seriously don’t know.
For the first time in my life, I’m really at a loss…
God, I don’t know what to do…and I don’t want to face this alone.
I don’t know what will happen.
GOD…..
I can right? I always do my best right? I can still walk on, a little step by a time right?
I don’t have to be afraid right?
But I feel so no strength now……
What should I do?
……….Labels: Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Monday, May 10, 2010
Walls
This post is very interesting because I was crying in the shower room and kneeled there not knowing what to do, but the thought of blogging motivated me to complete my shower. My stomach feels better now, but I can’t be agitated. I got to calm down...
It is almost a month since I’ve updated. Straight after that is a week of MPM. I’m surprised that I’ve endured through…Next was my second time attending Leaders’ Meeting. I don’t know why every time I was sick during the meeting and during the audition as well. Body..please be strong…okok?
Then I went to visit darling, but he was sleeping. I miss him.
And I finally went shopping. And I’m sooooo Happy! It was grrreat!
Ok back to why I was crying.
I’m really tired and drained. It feels like all your juice been sucked clean and you really don’t want to do anything. The past week I’ve been trying so hard, working hard but I don’t see any light out of it yet. Is a ‘thank you’ enough?
When you trust someone too much, it hurts. Now I know the fear. Today the speaker mentions about the spirit of rejection. SO what so what so what? Nobody will share your success or failure with you.
(ouch..stomach..)
Ok…cool down… I guess it’s time to let go. “I surrender all…I surrender all…” Even if it hurts, even it’s unfair, even if it’s crazy…because of LOVE.Labels: Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
