hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Monday, May 10, 2010
Walls
This post is very interesting because I was crying in the shower room and kneeled there not knowing what to do, but the thought of blogging motivated me to complete my shower. My stomach feels better now, but I can’t be agitated. I got to calm down... It is almost a month since I’ve updated. Straight after that is a week of MPM. I’m surprised that I’ve endured through…Next was my second time attending Leaders’ Meeting. I don’t know why every time I was sick during the meeting and during the audition as well. Body..please be strong…okok?
Then I went to visit darling, but he was sleeping. I miss him. And I finally went shopping. And I’m sooooo Happy! It was grrreat! Ok back to why I was crying. I’m really tired and drained. It feels like all your juice been sucked clean and you really don’t want to do anything. The past week I’ve been trying so hard, working hard but I don’t see any light out of it yet. Is a ‘thank you’ enough?
When you trust someone too much, it hurts. Now I know the fear. Today the speaker mentions about the spirit of rejection. SO what so what so what? Nobody will share your success or failure with you. (ouch..stomach..)
Ok…cool down… I guess it’s time to let go. “I surrender all…I surrender all…” Even if it hurts, even it’s unfair, even if it’s crazy…because of LOVE.
In My DreamZ ~ movies/tv/songs/concerts/goodies/clips/articles/everything! Learn/Study language,singing,drumming... planning - practising - building Faith.Hope.Love *Waiting for DIF2,repeated FT & SZLK (YL),Moments In Peking,BH game,KB,sports,cheesecake,see darling BaBy,food celebration (Sushi^^Cafe Cartel^^Pizza!) :P
HANDinHAND.
#Favorite Movies
SC (AnGeL),FK (a story with an attractive gal and cool guy with a romantic ending),cOnStAnTiNe,Poseidon (feeling thankful to be alive it's just a second between live or die),HGIV (best ever can't wait to have more!!cool mischief pose),JXHZ (never give up their dream!),BD (Dreams),LM (another side of U) TV Shows: TCGS (eternal love!),IJ (colourful world- -"),ASITP (very funny ending^^),GH (love continues even death),FT-tw (corrupted society life of the underworld),WS (heartbreaking),SP (Lao Po Bing),TTOAL (most beautiful smile!),THSADS (wuji ge ge),PONR (Da Ge),HZGG3,AS (only catch the male lead ><),FT-hk,GF,DIF4 (Intoxicated!),TMWFI (Charming JJ humourous show ),SwTH (Prince Charming w Princess Beauty),TLOAH (Jinggege+Ronger & Kang+NC),JIS (very lovely theme song & stunning characters - romance comedy suspense),JL (Jess & Sunny with their lovely baby),JIP (Noone ever say not nice-true Worth the spirit 1st time ever worth my respect & admiration! So touching~),YHFH,AR4,MIP (Perfert Woman Of Destiny),WAB (Art of Seduction vs Power Struggles),AOM (3 Angels),JBSDS (I will persist like U)
#Favorite Music
Pop (duet),Oldies,Canto,Hokkie,*Drama (Theme Sub Ending)Songs,(QY series),FM96.3-The International Channel,Rock Band,X-Japan,Classic Love,Creative,Open...
#Favorite Books
QY series...C T Y L/ HZGG3,XYSJYYSK2 is really great! Waiting to continue in future,RDPD series,HSZX series,Biz,PD (Eng/Chi),Psycho/Philo
#“You must learn to love, respect and believe in yourself...” - Marshall Sylver
#"Your life wasn’t meant to be a struggle; it was meant to be an adventure. Start living the adventure now!" - Marshall Sylver
