BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Sunday, September 20, 2009
By the Sea
It's always like this. When you thought you are well and have recovered, on the road to happiness, there's a heart attack. I've been contemplating what I should do to stop this nonsense. Will death end this? Yes perhaps. But it will not solve this. Does leaving helps? Yes. But will the heart stop beating? No, but it will ache more.
It's never fair. There's never a good fair share. Why??? Does He loves me less?
What a fool! Slap myself and wake up. SOOO? Does drinking helps?
Family. What an irony!!! It's only through such time where you will know the real meaning behind this word. Talk about family! Laugh...laugh all you want and can! They're just waiting there to see how you fall. I was born with nothing, so I give thanks with all I have now.
Enough is Enough!!! I want to get out of BFC. Again I repeat, I want to get out and I make sure I will get out! CeLL group! The real meaning behind this? It doesn't matter, right? I see that footprints and rejoice and wonder who it is and all I find is nobody...but when I turn around I see You standing there, smiling...
Dearest Dearest God!! you ku nan yan -_-
I really want to breakthrough...I really want to do this...but...but..I always fail...
I'm so sad =( More so now.
But I can't tell anyone. Do they really want to help me? Even my cgm did that to me!
Will you work with me?
Dear Dear God, I don't want to cry every night like this. Is this a test? I don't want to be afraid anymore. Just so weak...just a nobody with a sad song. I still have to continue, right? How much longer? My enemies are attacking me...day and night I just want to hide.
Can I throw it off and dance with joy?
After we pass the test, we will come forth as Gold. Through this, only the true real bestest people will be revealed. What doesn't break make me Stronger!
Hold me Tight =X
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take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
