BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Strike Back!
Never thought would come here at this time. Just inspired. Memories flood back. Feel a tiny bit of strength from all these. Loads in my mind. Yes I need to straighten out all the thoughts and cut away the thorns and burn them out!
1) Do you really like XXX? If it’s a passion why feel so burden to want do well and excel?
2) What right is there to stop everything and GIVE UP? What has happened to you??!!
3) Where have those people gone to?
4) Can I still go back there? Can I?? Whatever has happened? Miss out on the fun…
5) Sentosa. I thought I can go there again! Irony is that the people around me get to go instead! Arg!
6) Suspect those wounds are still deep in hindering everything…jump down from the XXth level to crush them!
7) I miss the cycling with Cia. The love and sweetness from Heaven.
8) Since I’ve chose it why feel so defeated? They can persevere, struggle and work soo hard. Then what’s all this XXX recently? Hate it…yes it’s time…
9) Am I part if it? Do you trust me? What do you really want? Just show me the way to love you…really grateful to YOU for all…
10) My lobster sushi and soup…(once again thanks for the voucher)
11) Went to watch alone. Great show! Look like a poor scared cat…
12) I don’t want to miss gym…no more excuses!
13) Second trial session. She is as sweet and kind. I really put it on. Boy that was painful and tiring! Just press on.
14) Saw darling after work. She’s really grown. Baby wins! Wish she’s by my side.
15) Strange appetite cease gradually. At least after the super spicy meal…
16) Sat up reading and drinking hot chocolate and cheesecake.
17) Conflict…oh give me a break!
18) I actually give. Flesh cutting moment resulting to tears unknown (I need to do a ‘RE-’ evaluation asap) Arg headache!
19) I actually did all that alone and endured hunger for XXX. Thanks! The fish soup was nice. Sometimes I wonder if you purposely did that to show your love
20) There’s just so much…emphasize is on change and creativity. Enough. I can’t wait to continue my show now. Let all be buried in it…Labels: Current Affair, People, Television
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*