BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Friday, May 30, 2008
Secret Life
Secret Life
I guess I’m gonna be lonely today. Looking forward for so many days..Dashed plans when this friend suddenly told me it’s too far. It’ll be so wonderful if we can meet up and relax in this city wonder…it’s not really about what we do but I’ll wish you’ll join me in this sweet indulgence and just to stop ‘work’ for 1 day. Yes, despite saying that but I can’t. LoL
Surprise that so much surprise keep coming today, now I’ve this great opportunity again and it’s killing me. I don’t know if he’ll call me again but I’m torn in between.
Went for this rare breakfast together and discuss plan to go KTV next week. I was like “Want to go sing never ask me lar?!!!” Hahaha (Anyway see if I can make it)
Yes it doesn’t feel good when hope=disappointment. Yes I know I should be happy, I am grateful for all the abundance and beautiful life. So many things to execute…stretch myself to the max. BUT my heart is calling out……has it heal? Is passion flowing?
Ok enough of Love. I guess all achievements also can’t win this special 4-letter word.
Let me just rest for this 1 day…to really let go and FEEL the magic. Let my Singing heals this renewed Heart…
Thank You.Labels: Current Affair, Event
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Monday, May 19, 2008
An emo Day
It is such an emo whole day…getting numb to whatever ache that is left.
Emo songs, thoughts, feelings, memories…
That longing…but God is Faithful to me.
I have to stay focus. The fun and excitement is waiting for me in this brand New life!
Yes it was a great 1 week. And it will be even better this week. Anyway emo do help in singing I guess it’s good for me to emo till cry.
Had a delicious bubble tea and walk. Had experience an example of a good service. It means being sincere and honest in all dealings. Not to mention money! Good learning indeed. He even mentioned the soft voice and suggested I learn singing. Heh heh…also told me tips for exercising. Had a wonderful time just browsing and reading. So many books that I can’t wait to buy over the whole shop! Had a simple dinner and an emo ride home.
One day I’ll definitely have a powerful and confident voice. Didn’t I just do it? Recent events kinda discourage me to sing. I wish so hard someone is with me. (random thought as something loud just sounded making me jump, freaking shock!)
"Will I have an emo dream tonight?" Perhaps.
Yeah changed the blog skin (temporary) to enhance the ‘feel’. Thanks for the work girl :p
Yes, gonna work on it. What an emo post! Hope it doesn’t sound too funny (by the way the writer writes with an emo face…) Till then ~Labels: Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Beyond Stars
In the beginning, there are 3 friends. Three of us being of different background, age and role in society. Though we each are doing different things in our own life we all share the same dream. Our friendships are linked though this one place where we often meet. Along the way we share many beautiful memories and laughter. Due to gender difference, I was closer with one friend than the other. The other is on his way to his dreams.
I thought I will be part of his dream. I thought we would be together to magnify this dream and to work together for the common good. Just when everything seems to be going smoothly and peacefully, changes occur along the way. Events, circumstances and three of us change too while fighting for our daily survival. I always thought dreams are the happiest with the people you love. But people may fail us.
This dear friend has left to focus on her priorities of her life. I was left with this friend who is the dearest to me since the beginning. He taught me many things. He changed my life. I have many wonderful dreams with him. With him, I feel a ray of hope. I remain strong to every obstacle along the rocky way. I thought he share the same feelings as me. Life is magnificent with the love of your life fighting for the same dream together.
However I soon realize what I want doesn’t match what I’ve dreamed it would be. There is still a difference in each of our dreams. When I experience we cannot be together fulfilling this magic dream of mine, my world almost crush. Should I give up? Doubts fill my mind. I was left alone. My now seem impossible dreams with no help and encouragement from my dearest friends stand far away from me.
Suddenly the lamp glows dimmer with the tears adding to the darkness. Just then I look up and saw the million of stars above me. They ever shine so brightly lighting up my surroundings. I do not know if we all still share the same dreams. Maybe one day, we will all be together again. Each star represents one of my dreams. Reach out for them is impossible but I know they will always be with me no matter where I go.
All I need is to follow them patiently, believing in their ever beauty and one day they will lead me to where they want me to be. Thank you friends, thanks for giving me dreams. Thank you for all the love and happiness I once had. You are part of my dreams. I hope I can be yours too!Labels: Books, Drama
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
