BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Genesis Chapter X
It’s a brand new life today. On this special day marks the start of an extraordinary, exciting and everlasting life! Sometimes when you lost or do not get something, even better things will be given to you. Nothing lasts but love. Only love is unlimited and unconditional.
Yes things are beginning to fall into place. So thankful for those people who has come into my life…I’m sure we share some wonderful memories…I feel so happy when being encouraged and so happy when I can do the things I never done before and so happy if my presence light up a smile and good laugh to people…
Those who have hurt me unknowingly…yes I’ve learnt to forgive them…and I can’t wait to see and talk to them!
I know I have to learn to enjoy and have fun. (it sounds easy but hey it’s hard for me ok!) But I’ll be happy to have someone to shoulder those responsibilities with me :p (winks ^^)
From now on, life is gonna change! A hopeful girl looking at the starry sky closing eyes grinning from ear to ear.
Wow today is someone’s birthday too! What a joyous day indeed ~ yesterday we gave a countdown and it was a funny start…
Decision. Guess there’s no right or wrong. They may not understand but I know I have to be brave…pray that I’ll be able to have wisdom…Since it’s gonna end soon I am starting to miss them. I used to be afraid of them…I can’t even communicate properly with them. Still remember those times…dread, dislike…they find me weird too…haha
Now that I finally overcome it’s time.. Wow ‘time’ really helps. I finally ‘experience’ it. Ok though I am still a tiny bit scared. Gosh God I really do love them now…is it too late? What else can I do for them?
Sigh ~ guess that’s life. You can’t really possess anything…what will pass shall pass...even if I want to go back but you can only look ahead. I can only hope that one day I’ll be able to see them again and they’ll remember me.
Hey people don’t leave me out of all the fun ok? Gotta capture all your funny moments (evil grin)
Break time: This story happened during one of the new year visitations...
Out of nowhere, Ern See dropped the "bomb" on us again...she is getting married! (again..)
And somewhere in the corner of my brain remembered someone saying we should not underestimate the understanding of a child. If we repeat the same message to them over a period of time..they might just be able to remember it when they grow up.
So i told her..."you must marry a good man ok"
Next came the most brilliant answer, "mummy, good man no more"
...stunned..
As we enter the lift, she repeated the announcement that she is getting married again.
So i repeated the same thing too.
This time she said "mummy, let's go and find together ok?"
...hilarious...
Is it a miracle? When I found some songs and keep listening I did not really pay attention to the lyrics. Then one day I read…omg I almost cried. All of them just fit accurately how I am feeling and the things I am going through! A song, short and simple can actually says it all. Shall have no more words then…
车厢中双手将礼物抱紧 新装衣饰与我夜行 要到午夜里给你 一刻惊喜的深吻 很想相拥祝福你大一岁 前来你的小小堡垒 却发现她也带着你心爱玩具 我仿佛玻璃鞋尽碎一点点玻璃铺于心里 你花一分钟想出一句 笑说我会满意你新居
*尽情愚弄我吧 我自行回家没有眼泪要留下 不要忘记 我不会是个笑话尽情愉快吧 但愿凭残忍代价来年将生命美丽升华
若忘掉你 感觉很差让这灰姑娘被丑化
别来问我一切好吗 让这灰姑娘被丑化
若仇恨你 感觉很差 无奈这灰姑娘绝不怕
车长声音通知尾站到此 钟声响起正午夜时 似要替下葬的爱 加添悲哀的色彩 很想一生花光气力相爱难逃最终输得慷慨 我发誓不会困在最善变的海
你得不到一切别在某天妄想如过去美丽 我那会是公主 没有羽扇但我高贵
Labels: Current Affair, Entertainment, Fun and Party, People
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Saturday, February 9, 2008
CNYear 2008 Gathering
It has been tough days for me recently. After being sick for so long and settling all I need before Chinese New Year I am feeling really exhausted. I am near to giving up…
Reunion dinner as usual. But this time more people. We watched the movie and I really enjoyed and had a good muscle workout laughing throughout. Don’t mind watching another round though. LoL So much to ponder from it. Woman takes up the role! Cool!!
Visiting as usual. New Year season is like food season. Not forgetting all the jokes too…Someday I know I’m gonna miss everything. A time when all will become history. Yea I really miss those times…miss those moments…miss someone…Some things isn’t the same anymore.. Perhaps it’s those nights, perhaps I am really tired and given up..
New year, a time for family and friends gathering. Everyone seems better and happier now. Many changes. Have I grown and improve? Have I experience true happiness? Whatever wrong did I do that makes such situation?
Sigh ~
Guess it’s the way it is. I am who I am. If you don’t like me then you don’t have to. Anyway..maybe..but..and I had enough. Nothing matters anymore…
Shall post up photos of those happenings soon.Labels: Current Affair, Food and Drinks
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
