BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Sunday, September 30, 2007

The Fall

I had a fall on Friday night. It happened so fast that I did not even realize. Oh no…it still feel scary now. No no don’t wanna think…maybe still traumatize by this whole experience. It was especially serious yesterday that got me weak and weeping…

Bruises and pain all over. Hope no internal injuries, hope I’ll recover ASAP. Life still has to go on. It’s gonna be over soon…

So people please do not neglect your health. Be careful when you walk, what you eat and what you do. Relax and have fun. Before you know it, you may lose your precious gifts.

“Wisely and slow. They stumble that run fast.” – William Shakespeare

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Thursday, September 27, 2007

Brand New Oct-To-Be

Hey people! I’ve lined up a list of exciting activities and events next month! This means more fun and a fresh new October! And yes, more entertainment and enjoyment!
Everything will start from scratch. More efforts gonna put in. More surprises.
Time is no longer my enemy but my best friend. Gone are the days of this XXX September. All wonderful things will be back soon, in October and days to come!

More faith in my friend, Hope
More time for my friend, Music
More love for everyone, yes that’s you!

Start Afresh. Costly lessons learnt. Let go and continue. Lost but I Believe they will be back, even more this time. Be prepared.. Yea ~ The adventure starts now!
Just wait and see ;p

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Tuesday, September 25, 2007

Unusual Day

Yoz people, I’m back. Rare to be here at this time. Today’s a strange day too. Thought would be very busy but plans change within one morning.

Little Swallow needs a rest, a fresh break!

Actually thought of buying some books. Yea too many…would be great if I own the shop!! I don’t mind having them as gifts (hints*) ^^

Today's class a weird one too. Realized that to learn something means courage to take in new things, time to absorb, patience to overcome the hurdles, and repeating new knowledge. Once you master that you will find it easy and you get confident when “Yes, I can do it!” and do it perfectly!

Hate to be in this state of low energy. Can’t do anything well. Arrg!
Little Swallow needs to go back to school to learn [Stress Management].

Well not to worry, everyone's still walking. But I always hope it is not a lonely road…maybe…

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Saturday, September 22, 2007

For Someone...My Love

Feel betrayed..
Like you lose your motivation. You find this world unattractive anymore. More and more burdens that take your breath away. The thought of losing someone you trust kills the enthusiasm to keep on trying… Like it doesn’t matter if I am around.

Who can give the answer,
that answer which ought to know.
When will the answer be known
at somewhere.
How to get an answer,
when there is no answer?

Tears

If he only knew
What I knew but couldn’t say
If he could just see
The part of me that I hid away
If I could just hold him in my arms
And just say I love you
But he’s gone away, maybe he’d stay
If he only knew

If he could just feel
What I feel here in my heart
He’d know it was real
Pure and true right from the start
But I’m just a girl who didn’t understand
What he was going through
But he’s gone away, maybe he’d stay
If he only knew

Bridge
And how, how did I let him get away
‘Cause love, love is so easy to feel
But the hardest thing to say

If he could just see
What I see when I close my eyes
All that I dream
Surely he would realize
But like a fool I waited much too long
To let him know the truth
He’s gone away, maybe he’d stay
If he only knew

2nd Bridge
Tell me, tell me how
How did I let him get away (Tell me)
Cause I guess the love
Love is so easy to feel
But the hardest thing to say


All I am, all I’ll be
Everything in this world
All that I’ll ever need
Is in your eyes
Shining at me
When you smile I can feel
All my passion unfolding
Your hand brushes mine
And a thousand sensations
Seduce me ‘cause I

I do cherish you
For the rest of my life
You don’t have to think twice
I will love you still
From the depths of my soul
It’s beyond my control
I’ve waited so long to say this to you
If you’re asking do I love you this much
I do
In my world, before you
I lived outside my emotions
Didn’t know where I was going
Till that day I found you
How you opened my life
To a new paradise
In a world torn by change
Still with all of my heart
Till my dying day


Baby, I knew at once
That you were meant for me
Deep in my soul I know that I’m your destiny
Though you’re unsure
Why fight the tide
Don’t think so much
Let your heart decide
Baby, I see your future and it’s tied to mine
I look in your eyes
And see you searching for a sign
But you’ll never fall
‘Till you let go
Don’t be scared
Of what you don’t know

True to your heart
You must be true to your heart
That’s when the heavens will part
And baby, shower you with my love
Open your eyes
Your heart can tell no lies
And when you’re true to your heart
I know it’s gonna lead you straight to me
(Got to be true to your heart)

Someone you know is on your side
Can set you free
I can do that for you
If you believe in me
Why second-guess
What feels so right
Just trust your heart
And you’ll see the light

(Ya know it’s true)
Your heart knows what’s good for you
(Good for you)
Let your heart show you the way
(Ya know it’s true)
It’ll see you through
(Got to be true to your heart)

Boy, my heart is driving me to where you are
You can take both hands off the wheel and still get far
Be swept away, enjoy the ride
You won’t get lost
With your heart to guide you

When things are getting’ crazy
And you don’t know where to start
Keep on believing’, baby
Just be true to your heart
When all the world around you
It seems to fall apart
Keep on believing’, baby
Just be true to your heart

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Friday, September 14, 2007

Time Out

I meant to come here to take a break. I even thought of this great scenario of “I wish…now” Like you wake up breathing the warm sunshine, the refresh feeling of being in a different environment, then dressing up at the cool washroom cum bathroom. Then you on the TV for the morning entertainment, your “Mu Gua Niu Nai” in the mini fridge, drinking your aroma coffee, trying my yummy new breakfast recipe or if not the breakfast buffet where you got varieties. Your map is ready. You anticipate. The people you will know, the place you will see and the experience that you’re gonna try…

Note that I am emphasizing on the food and drinks. I never know there can be so much joy and happiness to eating. Now I know why kids like chocolate, ice-cream, biscuits, fries, burgers etc.

Haha laugh if you want to. Because that would make me cry. Which is what I want to do now. So what if I am a cry-baby? If only tears can move mountains, my faith would be that stronger.

I hate to be treated like this. Digging through my wounds! Trying and giving my best yet treated like shit. The people supposedly close to you are the ones who hurt the most and the ones who seem far away surprising support you all the way. (so much satirism in it LOL) Empty promises, all they do is talk and talk yet no action. It’s like they induce this light in you then you found it doesn’t match to anything! And alas you got burnt! Talk about love! (note it is the general love, not BGR) Oh no, enough of digging…

That day, I thought about it. Decided that is my greatest fear and worry…Always have this feeling I am not doing my best…How can I make sure they grow well? The responsibility seems to pull me down. I have to admit the intangible is so hard to grasp! I hope someone can provide some useful tips. However the good news is that I found my 2 allies. And here comes the fierce battle! :p
“Just Do It”

Class is ending…yes I will miss it. Can’t describe how excited I am (not the end part but the idea of being able to do that, especially professionally). Hope to find more people I can talk to :)
By the way, my dear fans (opps haha “supporters”), hope to see and talk to you all soon ~ you know who you are ^^

Labels: Food and Drinks

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Friday, September 7, 2007

Admiration

I am troubled, especially the recent happenings. The usual questions and fears still bug me now and then. But strange is I am more worried about some people right now. Everyone seems to be struggling for their daily survival. “Would I survive tomorrow?”
Like happiness and fun seem so luxurious now.

However "high five" to these people who stand strong and firm, even if they are constantly battling with fears, doubts, insecurity etc. They continue to move on, stay on to be even more positive…I should really learn from them. Finally I realize my weakness. Our weakness. Human weakness. A Noble Mind. Beautiful. My respect to them! I love them!

Worried because I don’t know what I can do to help them, motivate them or even encourage them. What should I do? Those children and students who need help, those people who need our care and concern, those who are facing life obstacles… “What can I do for them?” this question ran though me the whole night.
People, animals, our environment…

Working hard, so that I will be more ready. Hope to extend my assistance to them. Somehow got to find a way to be happy to cheer them up.
Battling over human weakness. Arrg..do you hear that?

Got to go now. Tons to be done. A brand new September, one filled with anticipation and challenges..

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