BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Tuesday, April 6, 2010
The story of Faith
我该怎么办?
I really don’t know what to do. My faith has to overcome my fear that’s attacking every now and then.
More and more coming up…and time runs. We all need to keep moving and growing. When you don’t grow, you die! And this kind of death is slow, it tortures the mental, your emotions then your flesh…not to mention spiritual..
I never expect what life can brings and to be in such state…perhaps I can only receive the consolation prize of being able to share and counsel to people who are going through what I’m going through at this moment…
Life is not the same ever since I decided to walk that route. It gets even different ever since I’m born again. It seems to get even more trials and tribulations, but strangely there seem to be a hidden purpose behind everything.
Choices. We all make them, do we? Poor or good I don’t know…I’m still living out my choices. Till now I wonder… by right, by what 90% of people would do, by nature, by reality, by common sense I shouldn’t do this. Look, I bearing the consequences now. I’m putting my all to this 10%. I have to risk it all and choose to believe I am and should be where I am now. 10%!!! Will you give me a miracle and save me? Ignite the fire in me and let me live again?
There’s no escape to this. There’s no easy way out. I just got to walk through it. Yes, I'm struggling. Scolding, angry, no compassion, not understanding, rejected…it hurts! But please forgive them for they don’t know. This is cross bearing. Being whipped, beaten and carrying the cross alone…the excruciating pain of being nailed…mocked…where you have the choice…
Today I saw something I never seen before. Beautiful Heaven!!! It’s very clear and pure…powerful! He told me many things. This is exciting. I will be very happy if they all come to past! I keep thinking about Baby. I miss him…owwwww Baby I wanna Love Love Love you…I like the way you look at me! You’re like a huge sausage~ *kiss
Breakthrough Easter :) Yea! More breakthroughs to come.
I am official born again on 28/03/10. A brand new life. Thank you…
WHEN MY WORLD WAS IN DARKNESS
YOU SPOKE YOUR WORD
NIGHT TURNED INTO DAY
YOUR BEAUTY FILLED THIS PLACE
WHEN MY WORLD STOOD IN SILENCE
YOU FILLED MY HEART
WITH SONGS THAT NEVER END
FOREVER I WILL PRAISE
TO THINK THAT THE UNIVERSE
COULD NOT WITHHOLD YOUR GLORY
YOU CHOOSE TO LIVE IN ME
I'M SO AMAZED
(AND) I WORSHIP YOU LORD
MY LIFE IN YOU RESTORED
HERE IS MY HEART
MAKE IT YOUR SANCTUARY
FOR NOBODY ELSE
BUT JESUS ONLY (YOU)
YOU ARE FAITHFUL AND TRUE
GLORIOUS LORD
ALL MY LIFE
IT IS YOU I ADORE
YOU'VE TOUCHED MY SOUL
COMPLETED MY WORLD I SURRENDER TO YOU
I’m so amaze why…when no one believes me, or love me… I’m so touched!Labels: Current Affair, Music
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
