Why do I feel so weak? Why doesn’t the pain go away? I want to tell Him that I am so very tired…tiredly in pain. I told Him I want to repent. I want to be healed. I want to cry.

I totally lose hope in myself. I’ve lost all my strength. He doesn’t know.

This Goliath is just too hard to kill. And I’ve yet to face the fear…

I want to tell Him that the pain is too hurtful and heavy to bear. I hope that He will speak to me tomorrow. I will see and embrace Him. Even if it’s just a short while.

How long more? I wish I can. I wish I will. As if that’s not enough, it’s too heartbreaking to want to stay on.

Maybe I should go off right now…

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