hold me tight
and we will run together
in search of the dream
the dream that we shared
just YOU and ME*
takemyHAND*
hold me close and say three words like you used to do just three words iloveyou-
navigate; right*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Wednesday, February 4, 2009
Play-Thing
I am not going to be emo here and cry again. It’s too much and heavy a burden to carry. To be so angry ever yet trying to suppress it before I burst out and do something I don’t wish to see. You must be laughing secretly. Seriously I doubt your sincerity. Yet I trust you so much. Doing all I can to please you. Why must there always be a lack...? Why have I spend so much time and effort building something but not succeed in accomplishing anything to You? Yes not only am I angry but disappointed. For that fraction of a second, my heart stops beating…the flesh is torn. That’s when I decided to stop. It means I’m going to move on and start this kind of life again. When I tell you will you really listen and change??
God will set me free. God will make a way. Be back on track and stop the nonsense. To smile to the world convincing myself it’s gonna be good but bleeding in the heart definitely feels NOT good. To pretend nothing happens and shrug it off. GIVE IT UP!!! It's back to the fearful days..how much time do I have? FEAR!!!
Pause
I am watching this super sad song now. It just makes me addicted. As the Chinese saying goes “yi du gong du”…As I was lunching that day someone sang it at ktv…
That day I went to accompany and look after her. Enjoyed entertaining her (or being entertained?). Read magazine, ate cornflakes, talked, played tic-tac-toe, slept. She cheered my day! Darling, wish you’re by my side now…
In My DreamZ ~ movies/tv/songs/concerts/goodies/clips/articles/everything! Learn/Study language,singing,drumming... planning - practising - building Faith.Hope.Love *Waiting for DIF2,repeated FT & SZLK (YL),Moments In Peking,BH game,KB,sports,cheesecake,see darling BaBy,food celebration (Sushi^^Cafe Cartel^^Pizza!) :P
HANDinHAND.
#Favorite Movies
SC (AnGeL),FK (a story with an attractive gal and cool guy with a romantic ending),cOnStAnTiNe,Poseidon (feeling thankful to be alive it's just a second between live or die),HGIV (best ever can't wait to have more!!cool mischief pose),JXHZ (never give up their dream!),BD (Dreams),LM (another side of U) TV Shows: TCGS (eternal love!),IJ (colourful world- -"),ASITP (very funny ending^^),GH (love continues even death),FT-tw (corrupted society life of the underworld),WS (heartbreaking),SP (Lao Po Bing),TTOAL (most beautiful smile!),THSADS (wuji ge ge),PONR (Da Ge),HZGG3,AS (only catch the male lead ><),FT-hk,GF,DIF4 (Intoxicated!),TMWFI (Charming JJ humourous show ),SwTH (Prince Charming w Princess Beauty),TLOAH (Jinggege+Ronger & Kang+NC),JIS (very lovely theme song & stunning characters - romance comedy suspense),JL (Jess & Sunny with their lovely baby),JIP (Noone ever say not nice-true Worth the spirit 1st time ever worth my respect & admiration! So touching~),YHFH,AR4,MIP (Perfert Woman Of Destiny),WAB (Art of Seduction vs Power Struggles),AOM (3 Angels),JBSDS (I will persist like U)
#Favorite Music
Pop (duet),Oldies,Canto,Hokkie,*Drama (Theme Sub Ending)Songs,(QY series),FM96.3-The International Channel,Rock Band,X-Japan,Classic Love,Creative,Open...
#Favorite Books
QY series...C T Y L/ HZGG3,XYSJYYSK2 is really great! Waiting to continue in future,RDPD series,HSZX series,Biz,PD (Eng/Chi),Psycho/Philo
#“You must learn to love, respect and believe in yourself...” - Marshall Sylver
#"Your life wasn’t meant to be a struggle; it was meant to be an adventure. Start living the adventure now!" - Marshall Sylver
