BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
The Irresistible
That was a special day. Even though I was tired in all ways but I already felt very excited. It was like pre-planned…and yeah…
I want to remember this day.
原來快樂是一种回憶。。
謝謝你陪了我那一天﹐讓我能一時拋開一切好好的放松
好久好久我沒那麼瘋狂過。
謝謝你的禮物﹐我好開心。。我。。我好期待。。
幸福原來可以很简单。。
I really enjoyed the KTV session. Towards the end, I hope I can sing continuously in that space. It ended off with ‘Hui Jia’ which was my most challenging moment of the day. WoW!
Was that me?
Enjoyed watching and playing the ‘game’. It was kinda addictive.
Thank you for the Sweet Blessings. I love them.
Thank God for all the wonderful moments and blessings. The once in a blue moon experience.
I shouldn’t worry so much.
I should let go of the burden.
First time is like the fireworks. You want to capture the beautiful moment forever and dwell in the splendor… It’s only when it becomes dull and normal that you begin to appreciate it. Even at that time you may not even think it is anyway special. Regardless if you cherish it, you long for it again.
It was a typical outing. Yet natural and fun. And memorable. When I see the blessings, I will smile =))Labels: Current Affair, Entertainment
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Saturday, February 20, 2010
Bruised.
My head is super pain…feels like it’s going to burst anytime.
It’s unfair.
It’s evil.
I want to cry my heart out…I want it to stop…I hate it…
We’re just a puppet under someone’s control. When it says start you got to move and entertain the audience, then when it ends you get abandon aside. When you want to move your right hand, they move your left leg. You won’t get to decide anything. We’re directed under the director’s command. When the audience enjoy, they get the reward, when it’s a lousy play, the puppet gets condemn forever…
Lukewarm. So what?
When you get high and excited, they pour cold water on you. When you’re cold, they light you up, heating you in flames that never quench…
You get to go nowhere.
Matthew 12:20
Labels: Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
BEAUTIFUL LIFE
Sunday, February 7, 2010
Be Brave
I’ve learnt a precious lesson that I’ve made a mistake that cost me so much! And I’ve paid such a high price! This is a lesson worth going through but it’s definitely not a good feeling. I would never want to. It’s painful, scary……
It’s too late. Now I got to bear responsibilities for what I have and not done. I got to live and love with myself for who I am. I got to face the criticism from my loved ones. I got to withstand all the negative and disappointment. Being deeply rejected and handle all these alone. I seriously don’t know what to do or think.
Many times I got to make the choice to sit there crying or stop and do something. Sometimes I didn’t even make a choice…
People who know me are super irritated…they are either way too busy to care if not too annoyed by my nonsense.
I just need a space to express out my fear. I just got to accept what has happened and be happy. Happiness is really a good feeling.
I want to be happy.
I want to be happy, again.
I just want to sleep and hope for a peaceful tomorrow…Labels: Current Affair
take my HAND; and GUIDE me through *hold me TIGHT; and NEVER let go*
