BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

The Art of Sound

I had stare at this for like ages before I could muster up any words.. My voice is creaky after “forcing” to open. I couldn’t talk. All these while, I guess it is kept inside my heart, refusing to come out. So I think the only way to express now is through the power of the written words.
What makes a song touching? (listening to one super sad love song…)
A baby can express out through crying. I couldn’t even scream and cry!

I know that things have come to a standstill. Yet gotta move on…fast. Many decisions and projects are waiting…

Long pause…

Some thing I don’t know if I should end. Victory over time is persistent. I asked someone how long will he persist in certain thing, he answered, “Till the day I die.”
Something’s wrong with me. I don’t know is it because of the new change. Can’t deny the fact that something is bugging me. And it’s killing me!
Pain relief: songs
Symptom: unpredictable

Miss: A mental act of being physically at one point but spiritually at another desired point

Labels: Current Affair

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BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Saturday, October 20, 2007

Happenings

Hi there, I’m back after a long day of outdoor activities. The event was wonderful. Simply marvelous ~ Woo
Fortunately I did not miss out anything, in time just to catch my long awaited drum play. They were all doing great! Contestants, hosts and even the organizer..(Forgot to bring my camera) Which is a miss to snap those memories…

Getting high…rock on and forgot all the stress. After “rocking” so hard, feel like a “stone” now. Yea, I’m looking forward to the next one. Now is really the time to cool down and getting ready…

Just need some time to pick up from the fall…opps before I forget, my apologies to someone for being unable to turn up to help and be there. I know I missed out all the fun – food, seeing you all again, serving, watching the “live” performance, sharing, meeting all new people. For two consecutive days, so many events happening making me giddy all round. I hope there’ll be more, and I definitely attend! Sorry once again.

Getting late, gotta go and do what I should. It’ll be another fruitful days ahead. Looking forward to class…ok I’d better go rest and stop nagging...zzzZZZ

Labels: Entertainment

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BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Sunday, October 14, 2007

Torn

Not in a good condition actually. But I’m tempted to come here as a means to face what I lack courage to face now. Though it’s unpleasant to think and walk through history, frustration right now and the unknown future. Thoughts of all sorts have been running through my mind these few days.

It’s always easiest to start with what I did. Yesterday’s activity was meant for a relaxation for me. At least I thought it was. It turned out to be quite a discouraging one…

Pause

Thoughts are running wild. What is the main concern now?
Different circumstances. But does it give the right to be sad and discourage?

Imagine you’re walking in the desert alone. No food and water with you. People are hunting for you. Weather condition is extreme. You only have a compass. But you do not know where you are. The only other thing you have is the vast starry sky, the abundance air and your heart. You wish someone you trust is with you. What would you do to find your way out? (haha sounds worse than Robinson Crusoe)......

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BEAUTIFUL LIFE

Thursday, October 11, 2007

Rocky Road

Can’t describe the hurt inside me now. Tears that I can only swallow silently, and maybe helplessly. Already know the cause and effect, now I am just getting back the consequence. Yet it is a trap.

Why do I keep getting hurt…feel like giving up.

Maybe I’m an alien. Maybe it’s time to go…

Worldly exhaustion. Can’t believe it can be so high and the next moment you’re completely down. It feels weird. Unstable. Like gone with the wind. Do I still deserve to look forward to tomorrow, and the day after next? Now I know no matter how I scold and express out, still gotta face reality. Reality isn’t real if I am not in the real world. Is there truth? That’s where dreams come. But some people still survive without dreams…

No way can I run away. No matter how hard I work…
So what if I got sun burnt? So what if I did all that? He told me to continue...for the good. Nonetheless it’s inspiring to chat with him.

No identity. Even fear is afraid of me now. LoL
NO! There’s gotta be a way out. I’m gonna cling on to faith all through this life until the day of my last breath.
Wait… (trying hard to breathe)
Haha I’m just going to continue and see how much more things can go bad. How much more failure is going to attack me. Just for fun’s sake. Life is really so interesting. ^^

Labels: Drama

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Saturday, October 6, 2007

Colours of the life

Exciting…simply exciting! One whole week fun that’s not enough! Working and fighting…every little effort brings with it a hope. However my voice needs a break. Kinda dishearten that stress is affecting it so much…always love that song but…

Adventure always brings anticipation and excitement. Questions change to “How to survive tomorrow?”, “How much more can the body take?”, “How much time left? Will I be able to fulfill them? Will I be alive then?”

Really enjoyed working with her just now. We share the same territory. Admired her spirit. Words like “Have a nice day” with a cherry smile sure liven up the whole experience. Arrg…I want the ice-cream! Yeah I’m gonna remember this day. Our footprints along the path, all the way to the canteen where we quench our thirst. Yes, this is only the beginning. Hearts link. Minds alike. Hey friend, high 5! :)

As I was walking through the tunnel, this music suddenly sounds…

“When I was just a little girl
I asked my mother
What will I be?
Will I be pretty?
Will I be rich?
Here’s what she said to me:

Que será, será.
Whatever will be, will be.
The future’s not ours to see.
Que será, será.
What will be, will be.

When I grew up and fell in love
I asked my sweetheart
What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows
Day after day?
Here’s what my sweetheart said:

Que será, será.
Whatever will be, will be.
The future’s not ours to see.
Que será, será.
What will be, will be.”

My heart almost melted. Tears almost welled up. This man sat there playing his guitar, his clear loud voice kept replaying through the whole tunnel. He smiled and stared at me as if trying to tell me something. I hesitated but my legs kept walking, slowing down deliberately. Every step, every impact.

“Whatever will be, will be.”

Reliving this moment now. Simply wonderful! Screaming and getting high!!! Do you know what the most beautiful thing is? Singing out of creation. Every word, every melody, every rhythm and every beat. He was so young…gosh! Sexy voice. Persisted with his own unique style. Madly want encore! Lovely..I’m back to those times. It must be heaven. “I don’t care! I must go there no matter what! I want to tell him this 3 words…nothing’s gonna stop me……”

Labels: Music

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